stupid school.
I'm trying to do ISU but sleep deprivation is getting to me. I've had 4 cups of coffee on an empty stomach and it's hurting and not really keeping me awake anymore. I think I'm going to finish this semester of school and then just do an adult equivalency exam. because the way I see it, if I study insanely for 6 weeks, it'd be one hell of alot better than another 10 months of school. My mom seems cool on the idea, but my dad found out about me getting 0% in auto and kinda flipped on me. I really wanna take a break from life right now. I think a mental breakdown is scheduled. I'm gonna go take some random pills and see what happens. actually, they're not all that random, but I have no idea what they're interactions are, but ativan, oxycotin and gravol should put me to sleep. I miss the days when I just did purely organic drugs. speaking of which, can anyone get me ritalin? It keeps me sane better than anything.
Ciao all.
Ciao all.