Things left unsaid
I don't like him needing anyone else but me in any capacity that's similar, especially someone who's further away. Someone local I'd "understand" in a way, but still.
I don't like being compared to a certain person or persons, especially in present tense phrases.
I don't like present tense phrases being said about other person(s), especially some more than others.
I dislike feeling that even when we are closer I may still not be enough. He may still need more than me even then. And then what? Get what I need/want, by denying him his wants, needs. We both know me better than that. We both know what I'll do dear journal.
There....I've said it....let the chips fall where they may...
I don't like being compared to a certain person or persons, especially in present tense phrases.
I don't like present tense phrases being said about other person(s), especially some more than others.
I dislike feeling that even when we are closer I may still not be enough. He may still need more than me even then. And then what? Get what I need/want, by denying him his wants, needs. We both know me better than that. We both know what I'll do dear journal.
There....I've said it....let the chips fall where they may...