dad
Okay guys, longest time since an update so I better do it. Im all organized in 2006, with my cute little dollar rama desk calender and my agenda (but it goes by te day rather than week so its kinda a alot) Last night I was helping Ben write a speech, he decided to do it on a day in the body of a girl its too funny, and hopefully will get better. Anyways, stayed home today, was up talking to my dad until 2 in the morning last night, and right out told him that I dont think I want to be in school for ten more years and might not end up being a doctor and he was all supportive of it and hes wanted me to be a doctor ever since I said it in like grade 4. I may still end up doing it Im just thinking that there are other things I might express an interest in once I get to university. And he was even like "if you cant handle it and are trying your best than dont beat yourself up and stuff" I was shocked because that is unlike my dad hes usually more like if you arent handling it than work harder and harder and harder. But for some reason hes only like this with me like ever since I was little. He told me that my mom and him are worried about me because of the amount of presure I have put on myself. I shouldnt be worrying about how Im effecting everyone else and I shouldnt be even thinking about the money, but I have and I havent even told them but they somehow knew. Im sure in a couple days I'll hate my dad again because he'll act like a prick but honestly we fight because of how much alike we are. Its conversations like last night that make you realise, he thinks the same as me, has the same sorts of opinions.. its kinda scarey. Anyways Im going out for lunch with my parents