had a panic attack last night.
for many reasons I will not go into detail with.
anyway,
Trixie (my dog) is doing a little better with the new pills we have her on.
I'm just really going to have to spend a lot of my time with her so she'll know she's loved when she does pass.
I'm going to love her forever.
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