Dec 30, 2005 22:53
UGHHHHHH.
I am so HAPPY, jesus i might barf. Winter break is going pretty nicely, I've been with Sarah every single day of it. Mall, drugs alcohol sex blah, nothing nobody needs to be concerned with really.
blahblahblah Men are getting the best out of me, and I REFUSEEE to show one bit of it. I think I reallly like only one boy, and that's it. He's like no other guy I've ever met actually, and I'm comfortable with my position I stand with him as of right now. I do not want to get all caught up into someone, and then end up being effed over in the butthole .. Last years men were enough for me. I'm comfortable enough with myself to be single and enjoy it somewhat. Or I am trying to enjoy myself, I'm rolling with the punches and going with the flow.
I can't believe new years eve is tomorrow, 2006 creeped up on my ass like anything, I can't even believe what things I've come through, and this time last year what an idiot I was. I have come a long way, and there's no turning back. I won't allow it. Actually tomorrow, I hope for a kiss; when the ball drops. ::sigh::
<3 have a good one .