I have a lot of explaining to do
But I don't feel like doing it right now. Obviously this explaining has to do with the giant time gap in between now and my last actual post.
BUT I don't feel like doing it right now. Instead I am fangirling and spazzing all over the place. The reason is this: (god that reminded me of Pushing Daisies...*tear*)
There's this tv show I'm currently obsessed with called Haven on Syfy. (Yeah, they changed the name from SciFi in between now and my last real post) - Anyway, the show is currently in its second season, and the 11th episode airs tonight. There is only one more for the finale and a thirteenth episode out of timeline being aired in December as a Christmas themed episode. No one really knows what that one is all about. But anyway, the show has not been approved yet for a third season which has already been causing us fans a massive anxiety attack since Haven is the last current original Syfy show to receive news. "Alphas" got renewed a week or two back and we still have nothing. I've got the feeling we won't know until after the finale airs. I support a massive ship on Haven...the two main characters Nathan and Audrey. And it is rumored that there is an "unexpected kiss" in tonight's episode. I can't think of who else it would be with, but I know writers can be douchebags so I'm trying not to get my hopes up so high that I have to kill myself if it doesn't happen. But seriously, the sexual tension between the two is mostly unbearable.
Haven is the first thing to inspire me to write a fanfic in a long long time (not a dirty one, hush). In fact it's only the second fic I've ever written in my life, but I wrote one nevertheless. It was short but felt a lot longer while I was writing it, probably because I'm a giant perfectionist so my editing took about 8 hours.
Naudrey fans or #teampancakes as we are also known (a reference to Nathan) are hysterical right now in anticipation. It's 7:15 right now and the show starts at 10. I don't even know what to do with myself. I tried to take a nap starting at like 4:30. I made a bad decision and made myself a mug of cappuccino right before my nap (I'm not stupid, my throat has just hurt all day and I needed some soothing dammit). But I still slept for an hour before I went flying awake before my bladder exploded. I kinda forgot that little tidbit of information about coffee. I knew caffeine was supposed to keep you awake but that never worked for me anyway as I never had problems drinking lots of pop before bed.
Anyway, when I went to pee I noticed my roommate had the biggest stereo I've ever seen in the living room. And now she is blasting music. I had my fan on and earplugs in and could still hear every word. Pretty sure she's violating 'courtesy hours' hardcore. At least we live right next to the RA so there's a chance of her requesting that my roommate turn it down. So basically I didn't think I'd be able to hear my alarm clock when it goes off to remind me to wake the fuck up and not miss Haven. After rolling around annoyed for a while, I decided I would attempt to stay awake until Haven. I guess an hour nap was good enough to sleep off the Benadryl I stupidly took right before I went to class. I didn't think it would make me tired since I only took 2 and I'd taken 4 before with no drowsiness. But it did anyway, but I was annoyed as hell about my allergies and it required immediate attention. My nose has been running/congested all day. So annoying. Not sure if my throat hurting has to do with allergies too but if so, Dayton sucks ASS at allergies. I vaguely remember Mary warning me about that. Wtf... Anyway (yes I'm in Dayton right now...stfu...I'll explain later).
So I also think the internet is uber boring right now, mostly because I'm boring in general and don't know what to do with myself since I stopped playing WoW aside from fangirling about my tv shows. I only had two: Haven and True Blood. True blood just ended like two weeks ago. It was fucking tragic. Like, seriously. When Haven is over I might just cease to exist. I honestly won't know what to do with myself unless I start playing WoW again. Anyway...ERIC FUCKING NORTHMAN IS A VIKING VAMPIRE, A GOD AND HE BOWS TO NO ONE! I would worship him if he were real. No joke.
I both want to cry and celebrate about Haven tonight. Celebrate because I'm trying to be confident that the most awesome thing ever is gonna happen and cry because I know it's so close to being over and I still don't know if it's coming back. And cry too because supposedly we get a shitload of mythology answers tonight and we could find out Audrey is gonna cease to exist once the Troubles go away and maybe that's why Nathan kisses her in the first place (if he kisses her..which goddammit he fucking BETTER FOR THE LOVE OF GOD MAN PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER!) ...Nathan had his balls drop a few times obviously realizing he needed to fucking tell Audrey already about his love for her. And the last episode (Who, What, Where, Wendigo) was fucking amazing at the end. I literally fucking cheered at the goddamn screen and I NEVER DO THAT. It seemed like Audrey was about to grab Nathan by the balls and throw him into the side of the building and shove her tongue down his throat with the way she was staring at him and walked up to him with her hips swaying, newfound confidence after telling off Duke and finally accepting that she did the right thing and the damn Melissa Etheridge music blasting in the background. Seriously, despite the fact that Audrey has like never shown an interest in Nathan romantically aside from the end of Season 2 Episode 6 (but that's just me trying to interpret one look on her face that probably had nothing to do with romantic interest), it would have totally been in character if she had done my little fantasy hallucination. I keep wondering to death if it is Naudrey that kisses, whether it's going to be Nathan or Audrey who initiates the kiss, or if it's one of those mutual ones. I kinda hope it's Nathan just because I think that would be adorable since he is always so awkward and nervous about his feelings for Audrey.
If it's not Audrey and Nathan who kiss I might have to go on a killing spree. No this is not a confession. I have been writing a lot longer than I anticipated but that's totally okay with me because it's taking up more time I would otherwise be staring into space freaking out on the inside that it's not 9:55. At 9:55 I imagine my heart will be exploding out of my chest anyway.
So, goddammit. Still 2 1/2 hours to kill. I'll end this soon, I swear. Let me type a list of songs that make me happy about this damn ship.
Alexisonfire - "This Could Be Anywhere In The World"
Beyoncé - "Halo" (remember the lyrics "I ain't never gonna shut you out"? think of the end of Spiral, the season 1 finale.)
Here's one I never thought of til just now but it's appropriate if they actually kiss tonight: Again and Again - "Excuse This Honesty" (LISTEN TO THEM THEY ARE SO GOOD) or the same band "GIve In To This"
Ben's Brother - "Stuttering"
Bottled In England - "Believe the Hype" (can be found on soundcloud - gets really good like 3/4 of the way through lol)
Bush - "Glycerine"
Coldplay - "Fix You" (think of the end of Season 1 episode "Harmony")
Cyndi Lauper - "Change of Heart" (LOVE.)
Hurts - "Illuminated" (thanks to someone who made a Haven fanvid on Youtube...)
Jason Derulo - "In My Head" (Stfu haha)
Katy Pery - "E.T." (except for the stupid Kanye shit)
Leona Lewis - "Bleeding Love"
Michael Bublé - "Some Kind of Wonderful"
Michael Jackson - "Butterflies" (fitting in multiple ways)
Muse - "Starlight"
Neon Trees - "Animal"
OneRepublic - "Secrets"
Pink - "Fuckin' Perfect" (I kinda hallucinated Nathan kissing Audrey to this song)
Rihanna - "Only Girl In The World" (I also kinda hallucinated Nathan and Audrey dancing to this song)
Saosin - "You're Not Alone"
Sick Puppies - "Odd One"
Sweet Talk Radio - "Dotted Lines" (obviously) and "Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow"
Taking Back Sunday - "MakeDamnSure"
Tokio Hotel Feat. Kerli - "Strange" (also thanks to someone's fanvid on youtube)
The Veronicas - "Untouched"
BUT I don't feel like doing it right now. Instead I am fangirling and spazzing all over the place. The reason is this: (god that reminded me of Pushing Daisies...*tear*)
There's this tv show I'm currently obsessed with called Haven on Syfy. (Yeah, they changed the name from SciFi in between now and my last real post) - Anyway, the show is currently in its second season, and the 11th episode airs tonight. There is only one more for the finale and a thirteenth episode out of timeline being aired in December as a Christmas themed episode. No one really knows what that one is all about. But anyway, the show has not been approved yet for a third season which has already been causing us fans a massive anxiety attack since Haven is the last current original Syfy show to receive news. "Alphas" got renewed a week or two back and we still have nothing. I've got the feeling we won't know until after the finale airs. I support a massive ship on Haven...the two main characters Nathan and Audrey. And it is rumored that there is an "unexpected kiss" in tonight's episode. I can't think of who else it would be with, but I know writers can be douchebags so I'm trying not to get my hopes up so high that I have to kill myself if it doesn't happen. But seriously, the sexual tension between the two is mostly unbearable.
Haven is the first thing to inspire me to write a fanfic in a long long time (not a dirty one, hush). In fact it's only the second fic I've ever written in my life, but I wrote one nevertheless. It was short but felt a lot longer while I was writing it, probably because I'm a giant perfectionist so my editing took about 8 hours.
Naudrey fans or #teampancakes as we are also known (a reference to Nathan) are hysterical right now in anticipation. It's 7:15 right now and the show starts at 10. I don't even know what to do with myself. I tried to take a nap starting at like 4:30. I made a bad decision and made myself a mug of cappuccino right before my nap (I'm not stupid, my throat has just hurt all day and I needed some soothing dammit). But I still slept for an hour before I went flying awake before my bladder exploded. I kinda forgot that little tidbit of information about coffee. I knew caffeine was supposed to keep you awake but that never worked for me anyway as I never had problems drinking lots of pop before bed.
Anyway, when I went to pee I noticed my roommate had the biggest stereo I've ever seen in the living room. And now she is blasting music. I had my fan on and earplugs in and could still hear every word. Pretty sure she's violating 'courtesy hours' hardcore. At least we live right next to the RA so there's a chance of her requesting that my roommate turn it down. So basically I didn't think I'd be able to hear my alarm clock when it goes off to remind me to wake the fuck up and not miss Haven. After rolling around annoyed for a while, I decided I would attempt to stay awake until Haven. I guess an hour nap was good enough to sleep off the Benadryl I stupidly took right before I went to class. I didn't think it would make me tired since I only took 2 and I'd taken 4 before with no drowsiness. But it did anyway, but I was annoyed as hell about my allergies and it required immediate attention. My nose has been running/congested all day. So annoying. Not sure if my throat hurting has to do with allergies too but if so, Dayton sucks ASS at allergies. I vaguely remember Mary warning me about that. Wtf... Anyway (yes I'm in Dayton right now...stfu...I'll explain later).
So I also think the internet is uber boring right now, mostly because I'm boring in general and don't know what to do with myself since I stopped playing WoW aside from fangirling about my tv shows. I only had two: Haven and True Blood. True blood just ended like two weeks ago. It was fucking tragic. Like, seriously. When Haven is over I might just cease to exist. I honestly won't know what to do with myself unless I start playing WoW again. Anyway...ERIC FUCKING NORTHMAN IS A VIKING VAMPIRE, A GOD AND HE BOWS TO NO ONE! I would worship him if he were real. No joke.
I both want to cry and celebrate about Haven tonight. Celebrate because I'm trying to be confident that the most awesome thing ever is gonna happen and cry because I know it's so close to being over and I still don't know if it's coming back. And cry too because supposedly we get a shitload of mythology answers tonight and we could find out Audrey is gonna cease to exist once the Troubles go away and maybe that's why Nathan kisses her in the first place (if he kisses her..which goddammit he fucking BETTER FOR THE LOVE OF GOD MAN PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER!) ...Nathan had his balls drop a few times obviously realizing he needed to fucking tell Audrey already about his love for her. And the last episode (Who, What, Where, Wendigo) was fucking amazing at the end. I literally fucking cheered at the goddamn screen and I NEVER DO THAT. It seemed like Audrey was about to grab Nathan by the balls and throw him into the side of the building and shove her tongue down his throat with the way she was staring at him and walked up to him with her hips swaying, newfound confidence after telling off Duke and finally accepting that she did the right thing and the damn Melissa Etheridge music blasting in the background. Seriously, despite the fact that Audrey has like never shown an interest in Nathan romantically aside from the end of Season 2 Episode 6 (but that's just me trying to interpret one look on her face that probably had nothing to do with romantic interest), it would have totally been in character if she had done my little fantasy hallucination. I keep wondering to death if it is Naudrey that kisses, whether it's going to be Nathan or Audrey who initiates the kiss, or if it's one of those mutual ones. I kinda hope it's Nathan just because I think that would be adorable since he is always so awkward and nervous about his feelings for Audrey.
If it's not Audrey and Nathan who kiss I might have to go on a killing spree. No this is not a confession. I have been writing a lot longer than I anticipated but that's totally okay with me because it's taking up more time I would otherwise be staring into space freaking out on the inside that it's not 9:55. At 9:55 I imagine my heart will be exploding out of my chest anyway.
So, goddammit. Still 2 1/2 hours to kill. I'll end this soon, I swear. Let me type a list of songs that make me happy about this damn ship.
Alexisonfire - "This Could Be Anywhere In The World"
Beyoncé - "Halo" (remember the lyrics "I ain't never gonna shut you out"? think of the end of Spiral, the season 1 finale.)
Here's one I never thought of til just now but it's appropriate if they actually kiss tonight: Again and Again - "Excuse This Honesty" (LISTEN TO THEM THEY ARE SO GOOD) or the same band "GIve In To This"
Ben's Brother - "Stuttering"
Bottled In England - "Believe the Hype" (can be found on soundcloud - gets really good like 3/4 of the way through lol)
Bush - "Glycerine"
Coldplay - "Fix You" (think of the end of Season 1 episode "Harmony")
Cyndi Lauper - "Change of Heart" (LOVE.)
Hurts - "Illuminated" (thanks to someone who made a Haven fanvid on Youtube...)
Jason Derulo - "In My Head" (Stfu haha)
Katy Pery - "E.T." (except for the stupid Kanye shit)
Leona Lewis - "Bleeding Love"
Michael Bublé - "Some Kind of Wonderful"
Michael Jackson - "Butterflies" (fitting in multiple ways)
Muse - "Starlight"
Neon Trees - "Animal"
OneRepublic - "Secrets"
Pink - "Fuckin' Perfect" (I kinda hallucinated Nathan kissing Audrey to this song)
Rihanna - "Only Girl In The World" (I also kinda hallucinated Nathan and Audrey dancing to this song)
Saosin - "You're Not Alone"
Sick Puppies - "Odd One"
Sweet Talk Radio - "Dotted Lines" (obviously) and "Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow"
Taking Back Sunday - "MakeDamnSure"
Tokio Hotel Feat. Kerli - "Strange" (also thanks to someone's fanvid on youtube)
The Veronicas - "Untouched"