Here's to a new semester.
There's something so innocent about the relationship Brad and I have. We're friends, but we both know we're into each other and we just cuddle. Sometimes, that's all you need. I love the feeling of falling asleep next to him, and waking up to him saying awkward and cute things, such as, "I wish I had more hands because there are just so many places to hold you". We're so awkward together, but I like it. Sometimes, I wish he would just kiss me, but then I like when he pretends like he's going to and he just doesn't; I don't know why though.
I'm glad to be back in IC, and I feel like it's going to be a good semester; I'm so sad it's my last one on campus, and I can't graduate with people I am actually friends with, as opposed to people I just talk to in class. I wish I had gone here all four years to really get the fullest experience out of it. I miss people at home, but there's something about being at Ithaca with everyone that just makes me happy. I hope I can build on the foundations of the relationships already formed, especially Joanna. For some reason I think we would get along really well, and I just like hanging out with her. I really miss laughter yoga, and it needs to get started back up again.
I talked to Colin last night briefly, and it just sucked to have him seem genuinely interested, and then just suddenly stop talking. We were talking through texts, and we were just catching up. I miss him, and not just being in a relationship with him. He was such a great friend before we changed things, and unfortunately, once our relationship ended, so did our friendship.
I'm glad to be back in IC, and I feel like it's going to be a good semester; I'm so sad it's my last one on campus, and I can't graduate with people I am actually friends with, as opposed to people I just talk to in class. I wish I had gone here all four years to really get the fullest experience out of it. I miss people at home, but there's something about being at Ithaca with everyone that just makes me happy. I hope I can build on the foundations of the relationships already formed, especially Joanna. For some reason I think we would get along really well, and I just like hanging out with her. I really miss laughter yoga, and it needs to get started back up again.
I talked to Colin last night briefly, and it just sucked to have him seem genuinely interested, and then just suddenly stop talking. We were talking through texts, and we were just catching up. I miss him, and not just being in a relationship with him. He was such a great friend before we changed things, and unfortunately, once our relationship ended, so did our friendship.