Nov 21, 2005 18:39
listen to your fucking heart god DAMN. why is it soo FUCKING hard to love some one, why is it soo fucking hard to say I LOVE YOU why is it soo fucking hard for you to see someone you truely love walk rite bye you. its soo fucking retarded. because im not PRETTY im FAT im retarded and im BLONDE. its soo fucking gay. i've had soo many boyfriends but its hard to see you let the one and truely person you love walk rite bye you not even saying anything. i feel like i should go back to where i belong where i deserve where theres nothing i can fucking do. LOVE fucking sucks. i had MAJOR problems i almost got sent away for them. because i have been damaged and havent been able to find the fucking rite guy. ive liked guys but they yeah. it fucking sucks. i seriously feel like i dont deserve to be here deserve to get a fucking education desserve to not be able to suceed in life this fucking sucks. i HATE how guys are like omg baby i love you i wanna be with you FOREVER and you smile because you no there just trying make us feel good and then go and cheat on ME with one of my EX BESTFRIENDS
do you no how fucking much that sucks.? i feel like no one likes me and i should go to boarding school. i feel like i dont belong. im offically mad.
k this is what happend
mighty2blonde4u: i just cant really trust guys rite now or anyone. its just kinda hard. for me to see someone i truely love let go.
rejected loser: well i no its hard but everyone has to get over things and move on and we have eachother so.
mighty2blonde4u: yeah hah aww. but like i feel like i no one likes me and that im really ugly and a total JOKE!
mighty2blonde4u: stephan i just want to let you no that if anything ever happends beetween us ill always love you and you will always be in my heart i just cant handle this shit. i just feel like shit and dont even wanna deal with stupid shit. i love you baby i knew you were always there for me you dont have to love me. i just want to let you no
rejected loser: yeah i no i love you more. no you will ALWAYS be in my heart im sorry that what you heard from some one else is bad and i want us to have a nother chance because i thik your BEAUTIFUL and sexy and i want a second chance.
mighty2blonde4u: do you not understand seeing you hook up at a party with my ENEMY like that fucking sucks. you kissed her rite in front of me and you were sorry. that sucks like what if i just kissed an ex you would fucking go crazy. is that why i just fucking left the party like i dont even want to no what you did when i left. it just pretty much sucks and like going home 100 percent not sober. i seriously felt like shit. this is one of the reasons i was like this before i get soo stressed and shit i just like cant do this anymore. and like seeing it happen and having a friend be like kels why is stephan kissing lucy. like that fucking sucks im done with this shit call me if you wanna talk bye rember you will always be in my heart and i love you!
rejected loser: kels, wait. its not even about that yeah i no it sucks i've had it done to me many times i no how you feel dont worry ill always be there for you. yeah i no im really sorry. no i looked for you after you left i drove around. its hard letting you go. its hard seeing you almost dieing in a hospital.
k everyone i love you
♥ kels