clothes were on the line, pizza in the oven and memories of tequila, yet the tears still threaten
Hello boys and girls.
I am extremely tired, which means that I most likely should not be posting. However, oh well.
Its been a week.
Work is really good, I think it will get repetative but I enjoy it and the people who are at the bank are a lot of fun. I spent most of my week there, sorry correction, every day of last week there. My nights were spent learning a new skill on a new red car, that does not feel like my car. The skill of driving a standard and a long with that was frustration. Thursday night, I was in tears and Mom left the car. Friday saw me driving it though, as I needed a car to get to Kasota. (Only stalled maybe no more than two handfulls of times in Red Deer, however Tims was interesting).
To the thing called Kasota. I love it and am sad that the summer has come to an end and escaping is no longer an option. Headed out after work on Friday. We ended up in Sylvan for dinner. Then one of the firsts I had this weekend. I lost my skinny dipping virginity. Yeah Meagan! The night progressed, I became too paranoid to sleep under the stars which is sad and then there was a movie marathon of Back to the Futures that were being played too loud. None the less Saturday was a day of cleaning and mattress jumping with Dorina! A lot of fun! Banquet, Vespers and then we were off to Red Deer. Sobeys was closed so no limes and salt and we tried three bottle shops and only one was open. Very dissapointed. The boys arrived, so did the tequila in Chris' hands. The shot glass was brought out and enough said! The second of my firsts this weekend. Being drunk. Not something I will engage in often and in public.
The effects of tequilla get in the way of drinking tequila. Quite the dillema!
Today has been non stop, it is way past my bedtime. 11.16! I cannot keep doing this. A swim in the lake with snorkeling Lauren, driving standard, laundry, a dog, pizza and tomorrow nights girls night in. Finish this, then yoga and then bath and then the pillow.
So this summer has been very good. I feel very confused. I cannot tell if I am here or there. I know the direction my life must take this next year but I feel unsettled. I feel unsettled because I dont know where my feelings are for Australia. I miss Zac though. I miss you all but Zac gets the mention. I'm just so over this. However I love life and these silly mossies keep biting me. Grrrrr! Anyways I love life because there are so many spectacular moments! Gosh I love it!
Okay as I said, bath then yoga and then pillow! Hopefully skip the tears tonight. xo cheers, Kelsie
PS- I am still overly obssessed with Rise Against and it kills me (well not quite!) that there is no cd player in the car yet!
I am extremely tired, which means that I most likely should not be posting. However, oh well.
Its been a week.
Work is really good, I think it will get repetative but I enjoy it and the people who are at the bank are a lot of fun. I spent most of my week there, sorry correction, every day of last week there. My nights were spent learning a new skill on a new red car, that does not feel like my car. The skill of driving a standard and a long with that was frustration. Thursday night, I was in tears and Mom left the car. Friday saw me driving it though, as I needed a car to get to Kasota. (Only stalled maybe no more than two handfulls of times in Red Deer, however Tims was interesting).
To the thing called Kasota. I love it and am sad that the summer has come to an end and escaping is no longer an option. Headed out after work on Friday. We ended up in Sylvan for dinner. Then one of the firsts I had this weekend. I lost my skinny dipping virginity. Yeah Meagan! The night progressed, I became too paranoid to sleep under the stars which is sad and then there was a movie marathon of Back to the Futures that were being played too loud. None the less Saturday was a day of cleaning and mattress jumping with Dorina! A lot of fun! Banquet, Vespers and then we were off to Red Deer. Sobeys was closed so no limes and salt and we tried three bottle shops and only one was open. Very dissapointed. The boys arrived, so did the tequila in Chris' hands. The shot glass was brought out and enough said! The second of my firsts this weekend. Being drunk. Not something I will engage in often and in public.
The effects of tequilla get in the way of drinking tequila. Quite the dillema!
Today has been non stop, it is way past my bedtime. 11.16! I cannot keep doing this. A swim in the lake with snorkeling Lauren, driving standard, laundry, a dog, pizza and tomorrow nights girls night in. Finish this, then yoga and then bath and then the pillow.
So this summer has been very good. I feel very confused. I cannot tell if I am here or there. I know the direction my life must take this next year but I feel unsettled. I feel unsettled because I dont know where my feelings are for Australia. I miss Zac though. I miss you all but Zac gets the mention. I'm just so over this. However I love life and these silly mossies keep biting me. Grrrrr! Anyways I love life because there are so many spectacular moments! Gosh I love it!
Okay as I said, bath then yoga and then pillow! Hopefully skip the tears tonight. xo cheers, Kelsie
PS- I am still overly obssessed with Rise Against and it kills me (well not quite!) that there is no cd player in the car yet!