round and round we go
I dislike this merry-go-round I feel like I am on. Life has so many ups and downs. One minute I am on a high and the next thing I know I am on a low. There seems no middle ground, of being content. I suposse most things are just expressions of the extremes. I feel that if I was stronger I would not feel them. Unfortunately I feel them. I look around and everyone seems happy as can be. Change is proving to be harder than expected. To make excuses I am sure soon enough things will be better but as of right now I just want to crawl under a blanket and sleep. I really should I suposse. I just feel so run down and feel so lonely. There are people but they do not have what I am craving. I decided to give up on a certain sex, funny thing, all it takes is one look and I am hooked. How can I even think about it. I know it wont work, there is no way for it to, I cannot ask so much of someone, it seems too unfair and all the feelings of the last two months I am very put off by the opposite sex. I am just looking for understanding and I suposse I THINK I see it. What a joke. If you read this and have a way of contacting me, drop me a line. It would be most appriciative. Enjoy, cheers, Kelsie.
Check out this guy! Wonderment in itself. www.myspace.com/jessesprinkle
Check out the locals as well! www.myspace.com/moneen