I guess it's been a little while ...
Today was my last final, and now I'm done with school! I had to go to class to watch a movie, and the only reason I went is because attendance was taken. After class I went to go pick up my term paper. That's when things started to get strange. I rode the elevator up to the 5th floor and we pick our papers up outside his office door in the hallway. The hallway is pretty narrow and there were lots of people there trying to pick up their papers too. I was standing there and I felt like I was in an elevator and the floor was moving up and down and it felt like the halls were spinning. My head got really fuzzy and I felt really funny.
I can't explain how my body felt, but I didn't feel like I was physically standing there, and definitely not mentally there.
I came home and I haven't felt very well sense. I'm at work and I have a slight headache and my body still doesn't feel normal. I'm not sure what's wrong with me.
I have been debating moving into Heidi's apartment for the summer, and hopefully Holly would come with me, but I sat and thought about it today and I don't think I could do it ... I don't have enough money to get by as it is, I don't think I would be able to pay rent. I bet I could find somewhere that is not quite so expensive and that would probably be better.
I really miss Martin. It is so hard without him here, it's taking it's toll on me. I wish I could help myself. One day I'm okay, and the next day I fall to pieces. Back and forth. It's a roller coaster, and it's not a fun one.
Today is one of those days that will never end. It's taking a long time to get over with. I think I'm just really tired and that is playing a role in why I don't feel very good. I went to sleep somewhat early on graveyard last night and every time I would have to wake up to answer the phones it made my head feel really funny. Maybe I am just tired ...
I guess that's all, my mind is scrambled. Maybe I'll write more later.
I can't explain how my body felt, but I didn't feel like I was physically standing there, and definitely not mentally there.
I came home and I haven't felt very well sense. I'm at work and I have a slight headache and my body still doesn't feel normal. I'm not sure what's wrong with me.
I have been debating moving into Heidi's apartment for the summer, and hopefully Holly would come with me, but I sat and thought about it today and I don't think I could do it ... I don't have enough money to get by as it is, I don't think I would be able to pay rent. I bet I could find somewhere that is not quite so expensive and that would probably be better.
I really miss Martin. It is so hard without him here, it's taking it's toll on me. I wish I could help myself. One day I'm okay, and the next day I fall to pieces. Back and forth. It's a roller coaster, and it's not a fun one.
Today is one of those days that will never end. It's taking a long time to get over with. I think I'm just really tired and that is playing a role in why I don't feel very good. I went to sleep somewhat early on graveyard last night and every time I would have to wake up to answer the phones it made my head feel really funny. Maybe I am just tired ...
I guess that's all, my mind is scrambled. Maybe I'll write more later.