Sep 17, 2004 21:47
boyz are so crazy they act like they like you and they mess with ur head...gosh why do they do this crap and while u are still gettin over them and bein all sad bout it they act like it didnt even bother them and these are still my middleschool years things are ganna be crazy for me in high school!!!Hope the boyz subject gets better for me soon!!!i seriously like this one guy and he used to like me but now he doesnt ithink i dont even know what to think now...half the time he flirts with me and all this other crap and the other half all he does is talk bout how he jus likes me as a friend now am i jus obsessed...cuz i still like him and i dont know what to do i DONT want to tell ANYONE who it is unless their seriously close with me and if they are they should already know who im talkin bout i mean gosh ppl think they know what love is and that when u date someone ottomaticly ur in love well i may not have experienced love yet but i sure know that it is deffanitly NOT like that!!! I KNOW i wasnt in love duh i know that but i mean i REALLY liked him more then any of my other bfs i have ever had and i know that its been a while sense there has been somethin between us but i donno sometimes i HATE him and the other times EVERYTHING remindes me of him...gosh what do i do...omg life really DOES get harder as u get older hahahad oh well ill get over it...EVENTUALLY...well ill talk to yall later i love yall so freakinmuch yall are awesome!!!well most of yall hahha...PEACE OUT...BMH,HAS,KRT=BFF and always!!!