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Bored. Not tierd. Cant go to sleep. Desperate enough that im IMing some random i met at a fiji island party. Wierd night. The ones where you walk in the door and shake your head and laugh. Awkward date. Its funny but the highlight of my night was the silence in the carride. Not becuase it was awkward. Becuase it made me so sad. It made me miss that awkwardness that is usually there. If that someone is really someone. I miss that. Katrina knows what im whinin about. That nervous/awkwardness. I love it. I miss it. I want it.
On another note. I am proud of myself. For as much shittiness that is "happening" in my life these days, I am still happy. Not worried. Not depressed. Holding strong with decently happy. Maybe leaning more towards amused actually.
But what do i know? "The more i grow...the less i know" NF
On another note. I am proud of myself. For as much shittiness that is "happening" in my life these days, I am still happy. Not worried. Not depressed. Holding strong with decently happy. Maybe leaning more towards amused actually.
But what do i know? "The more i grow...the less i know" NF