its a long way down
man im tired... i went to bed way to late and now have awaken way to early! yesterday was basicaly a big fuck up... so glad its over!! i went over to austins then went and got colin we went to starbucks then back to austins. then austins parents came home and so we had to leave and his parents wouldnt like the fact colin was over but they thought he was jeremy.. not sure how lol. Anyways, came home and everything went down hill from there. Lets see, Jeremy screwed me over yesterday then i got yelled at for hanging out with austin and colin but of coarse, it was okay for Jerey to ditch me and hang out with a bunch of other people. So yeah as usual big fight ugh.. SICK OF IT! Today im going to look at banquet dresses alone again just like yesterday.. whoo hoo. Im not looking forward to banquet anymore like i was. i dont even want to go. Maybe once i get a dress i will be more excited. I saw Brittany yesterday who i havent seen in a while. I might go to their house today.. dunno. I should be in flordia right now.. but for some gay reason i decided not to go >:O so stupid! I have a phsycology test tomorrow... yuck! i havent even started my preview questions and there is 40 for these 2 chapters :-\ oh well im going to do something productive...