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friday♥-during school i came in at lunch and people were telling me how christ was comeing to school monday and blah blah. had a game against mott and of course we one meaning we had to go to the play offs which i was sort of excited about but sort of not // excited that our boys did an awesome job this year but im so cold at the games and tired of al the drama we have with people fighting and stuff but all of that has been getting better.
saturday♥-i came down with a fever and was sick i slept all day then went out ot national coney island with my mom and dale(ughh). And when i got there i was looking aorund and people watching cause thats what i always do when i have to go places with dale and my mom. And i saw Chris O. Brandon H. and Jake something. i was so mad cause i looked like crap cause i had been sleeping all day and just got up and left when my mom said were going. So i picked a menu up and put it so i was hiding my face and dale went to the bathroom and my mom wsa making fun of me then i looked up to see if they had noticed me and they were already gone THANK GOD lol :D then i went home and fell asleep ..
sunday♥- i woke up late abby w. was supposed to call me to go shopping with her and jewels but i didnt get a call till like 2:00 saying we wernt going which i couldnt ne ways cause i was sick and my mom was bitching at me making me clean my room and shit when im lying in the couch looking like a drug addict cause my eyes are all puffy and my face is red cause its inflamed from my fever and i just wanted to die. (according to some people tho me dying isnt such a bad idea. >:| you kno who you are._) so basically i was grounded form the computer till my room was clean EVEN THO I WAS SICK!
monday♥- i come to school and im so glad health is my first hour, because no one in that class knows christ., then i find out he has A lunch which makes me so happy .. i mean dont get my wrong i dont exactly HATE christ because it takes a lot for me to TRULY hate someone. Its just the way people talk about me and him and becca and all that stuff and i feel humiliated. SO i do what i do best to get over stuff i just agree with people and crack some joke so the tension is broken i hate feeling stressed out about stuff liek that. so i finally have IPES science second hour which is like the best hour ever cause i love DP and he makes me happy cause he gives me candy and lets me do what i want. ME AND LAURA are the COOLEST PEOPLE EVER in that class man. then records came! AHHH. i say christ because brandon was liek pointing him out and then me and jaslin were like talking and then me and jessica. then i had to go to english next with mr. freakin icsman who pisses me off cause he never shuts up he just likes to debate with everyone and say how hes ALWAYS right like i do sometimes. And so the first thing brandon tells me is that becca is starting school here tomorrow. SO THAT MADE MY FREAKING DAY! i hate her som much she thinks i treat her brother liek shit and that i smacked him and that i should go kill myself to make everyone feel better. yeah like that'll help. then after that during passing time everyone kept on coming up to me and tlaking to me and telling that they say christ and how ugly he was and all i did was agrree i mean i feel bad for agreeing because hes just different and i did go out with him and at one point i did like him so i realy dont haev the right to say hes ugly. then math came and i could tell ashley was sort of pissed at me lunch came- eh. then german class which i hate the teacher but me and jason and alexa have os much fun in that class laughing the whole time! i love them! then history= meaping booo. then me and ashley went to walk home and she was mad at me cuasei was agreeing with people about how they were saying that christ is blah blah blah and i wasnt even really thinkning i was just answering. so that was a shitty day.
tuesday♥- becca was there. ughh. IPES was in the computer lab.. i didnt see becca till records and everyone was liek whos becca is that that girl who wants to kill you and i was like yeah so everyone wanted me to show her to them. then i met up with brandon and he walked me to english cause brandon and becca are cousins and he didnt want beccca trying any thing on me. more gossip about becca and christ.. blah blah. math was boring. german fun with my people! and then history was more boooring ass meaping. i started to get really sad about my mom and dale i am getting so sick of the way she has been treating me when shes around him.. me and ashleeyy are still fighting boo. cheer practice was only a half hour and i felt bad cause shane wanted me to go ot the JV game with him and kyle but i couldnt cuase my mom was being a bitch again. then home just some more cleaning stuff. boring
wednesday♥-school was ok. people are already starting to lay off the whole becca christ thing except kayla keeps laughing everytime she sees him which makes me laugh too because its sorta funny seein him around all the time.. in IPES we went to the computer lab again i was late again! and me and laura are awesome and waxxed his arm with DUCK TAPE HAHAHAHAHAHHA .. I FREAKING LOE YOU LAURA GREENWAY! after school was the powder puff game i was soo excited!!!! Kayla picked me up at like 6:55 and we went to molly's house then we sort did touchups on our apparel ( you know those girlls always have to look adorable for everyone lol -they always do tho ;)__) then in the ccar molly's rents were teasing her cause se didnt have her phone cause you know shes grounded from it lol. and they were singing some irish somg it was funny. Then we got ot the game and i was PUMPED! lol i accidently made lauren (h.)pissed and i was SOO SORRY! i love you girl!<3 good times during washington D.C. trip .. DONT CHOKE ON YOUR SNACK! hahah mrs. chopp hahah. then at the game i got hit in the head with a tin foil ball but it wasnt meant to hit me cause i know who threw cause i found out today and i know who it was for your a meany to wanna hit her!! =O lol
SENIORS WON! good job ladies! home sleep.. go kitora and sorry if i spelled your name wrongg. then i found out something about one of best friends and i started crying i cried for like an hour straight cause it scared me and made me soo sadd becuase i love this person so much and if ne thign were ever happen ot them i wouldnt be able ot stop crying for a long time.
thursay(today_)♥-school started out sorta slow but then i find out in health were doing a PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT! hahahah i love making those haha me and lauren (ledford) i love that girll hahah good times we laughed so hard all through class. mentor mentee day was today and mr robins is such an aweosem teacheerrr hahah me and annie sat and talked to him the whoel time we didnt even do our work i love oyu annie banyai! <3 then in IPES i laughed a lot and we played this game and i cheated on that liek 200 question thing! =O but i think DP knew he saw me lol .. hes not as dumb as he looks guys! and then he game me candy ne ways and then that ANNOYING chris heartburn kid begged for candy and DP gave him some i HATE that kid sooo much! ughhhhh. then english i was the chalk bored assistant IT WAS THE BBESSTT!<3 then i was gonna protest me and taylor S. cause we are awesome kiddss then mr. icsman was dumb enought o ask us wut we were protesting about hahahah what a fag.. then ,ath came i didnt want to do my work soo .. i didnt lol. lunch was yummy i had BOSCO STICKS!! <3 then i ran around trying ot find a dollar with moly then i went to class with abby.. GERMAN! WOO it was so much funn today we had a subb nr. cunningHAM! he is aweosme lol me and jason and alexa and this kidd named briar were laughing the whole itme then alexa started doing her work and got pissed at jason cause he was still playing around.. but oh well we screwed around the whoel class it was awesome! history we had another sub and i dunot know why but i worked really hard and answered all the stuff right hmm i guess iw as just in the mood. didnt do ne homework tonight oh well. went out to eat at max and erma's with my mom i finally got to talk ot her about how ive been feeling lately abotu dale and her. i almsot started crying. then i thought about yesterday and what i heard then abotu christ on monday and becca on tuesday and ahsley and everything felt like it was all on top of me at once and i couldnt breathe but i let go and now i feel better even tho i had a talk with my mom i felt that it was a good thing over all today was the best day ive had ina while.
Friday(tomorrow_)♥-school. PLAY OFFS GAME YEAH BABAY YOU GO KNIGHTS!! OW OW!
saturday♥- shoppign FINALLYY!! then at night going to a ahaunted hosue with alexa and julia nad abbya nd a few other people call if oyu wanna go! or leave a comment! and how i can reach you -(248)2278912CALL!
sunday♥- chill day//hw//if i dont go shopping on saturday then deff today!
im afraid ot lose my mom and some one else and i have to find a way to get comfortable at school with the azariusss and dale .. dale will eb the hardest.. ugghhh
i love you!♥
hope everyone has an awesome weekend if you read my whole entry! hahahah<3
-kelss♥
friday♥-during school i came in at lunch and people were telling me how christ was comeing to school monday and blah blah. had a game against mott and of course we one meaning we had to go to the play offs which i was sort of excited about but sort of not // excited that our boys did an awesome job this year but im so cold at the games and tired of al the drama we have with people fighting and stuff but all of that has been getting better.
saturday♥-i came down with a fever and was sick i slept all day then went out ot national coney island with my mom and dale(ughh). And when i got there i was looking aorund and people watching cause thats what i always do when i have to go places with dale and my mom. And i saw Chris O. Brandon H. and Jake something. i was so mad cause i looked like crap cause i had been sleeping all day and just got up and left when my mom said were going. So i picked a menu up and put it so i was hiding my face and dale went to the bathroom and my mom wsa making fun of me then i looked up to see if they had noticed me and they were already gone THANK GOD lol :D then i went home and fell asleep ..
sunday♥- i woke up late abby w. was supposed to call me to go shopping with her and jewels but i didnt get a call till like 2:00 saying we wernt going which i couldnt ne ways cause i was sick and my mom was bitching at me making me clean my room and shit when im lying in the couch looking like a drug addict cause my eyes are all puffy and my face is red cause its inflamed from my fever and i just wanted to die. (according to some people tho me dying isnt such a bad idea. >:| you kno who you are._) so basically i was grounded form the computer till my room was clean EVEN THO I WAS SICK!
monday♥- i come to school and im so glad health is my first hour, because no one in that class knows christ., then i find out he has A lunch which makes me so happy .. i mean dont get my wrong i dont exactly HATE christ because it takes a lot for me to TRULY hate someone. Its just the way people talk about me and him and becca and all that stuff and i feel humiliated. SO i do what i do best to get over stuff i just agree with people and crack some joke so the tension is broken i hate feeling stressed out about stuff liek that. so i finally have IPES science second hour which is like the best hour ever cause i love DP and he makes me happy cause he gives me candy and lets me do what i want. ME AND LAURA are the COOLEST PEOPLE EVER in that class man. then records came! AHHH. i say christ because brandon was liek pointing him out and then me and jaslin were like talking and then me and jessica. then i had to go to english next with mr. freakin icsman who pisses me off cause he never shuts up he just likes to debate with everyone and say how hes ALWAYS right like i do sometimes. And so the first thing brandon tells me is that becca is starting school here tomorrow. SO THAT MADE MY FREAKING DAY! i hate her som much she thinks i treat her brother liek shit and that i smacked him and that i should go kill myself to make everyone feel better. yeah like that'll help. then after that during passing time everyone kept on coming up to me and tlaking to me and telling that they say christ and how ugly he was and all i did was agrree i mean i feel bad for agreeing because hes just different and i did go out with him and at one point i did like him so i realy dont haev the right to say hes ugly. then math came and i could tell ashley was sort of pissed at me lunch came- eh. then german class which i hate the teacher but me and jason and alexa have os much fun in that class laughing the whole time! i love them! then history= meaping booo. then me and ashley went to walk home and she was mad at me cuasei was agreeing with people about how they were saying that christ is blah blah blah and i wasnt even really thinkning i was just answering. so that was a shitty day.
tuesday♥- becca was there. ughh. IPES was in the computer lab.. i didnt see becca till records and everyone was liek whos becca is that that girl who wants to kill you and i was like yeah so everyone wanted me to show her to them. then i met up with brandon and he walked me to english cause brandon and becca are cousins and he didnt want beccca trying any thing on me. more gossip about becca and christ.. blah blah. math was boring. german fun with my people! and then history was more boooring ass meaping. i started to get really sad about my mom and dale i am getting so sick of the way she has been treating me when shes around him.. me and ashleeyy are still fighting boo. cheer practice was only a half hour and i felt bad cause shane wanted me to go ot the JV game with him and kyle but i couldnt cuase my mom was being a bitch again. then home just some more cleaning stuff. boring
wednesday♥-school was ok. people are already starting to lay off the whole becca christ thing except kayla keeps laughing everytime she sees him which makes me laugh too because its sorta funny seein him around all the time.. in IPES we went to the computer lab again i was late again! and me and laura are awesome and waxxed his arm with DUCK TAPE HAHAHAHAHAHHA .. I FREAKING LOE YOU LAURA GREENWAY! after school was the powder puff game i was soo excited!!!! Kayla picked me up at like 6:55 and we went to molly's house then we sort did touchups on our apparel ( you know those girlls always have to look adorable for everyone lol -they always do tho ;)__) then in the ccar molly's rents were teasing her cause se didnt have her phone cause you know shes grounded from it lol. and they were singing some irish somg it was funny. Then we got ot the game and i was PUMPED! lol i accidently made lauren (h.)pissed and i was SOO SORRY! i love you girl!<3 good times during washington D.C. trip .. DONT CHOKE ON YOUR SNACK! hahah mrs. chopp hahah. then at the game i got hit in the head with a tin foil ball but it wasnt meant to hit me cause i know who threw cause i found out today and i know who it was for your a meany to wanna hit her!! =O lol
SENIORS WON! good job ladies! home sleep.. go kitora and sorry if i spelled your name wrongg. then i found out something about one of best friends and i started crying i cried for like an hour straight cause it scared me and made me soo sadd becuase i love this person so much and if ne thign were ever happen ot them i wouldnt be able ot stop crying for a long time.
thursay(today_)♥-school started out sorta slow but then i find out in health were doing a PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT! hahahah i love making those haha me and lauren (ledford) i love that girll hahah good times we laughed so hard all through class. mentor mentee day was today and mr robins is such an aweosem teacheerrr hahah me and annie sat and talked to him the whoel time we didnt even do our work i love oyu annie banyai! <3 then in IPES i laughed a lot and we played this game and i cheated on that liek 200 question thing! =O but i think DP knew he saw me lol .. hes not as dumb as he looks guys! and then he game me candy ne ways and then that ANNOYING chris heartburn kid begged for candy and DP gave him some i HATE that kid sooo much! ughhhhh. then english i was the chalk bored assistant IT WAS THE BBESSTT!<3 then i was gonna protest me and taylor S. cause we are awesome kiddss then mr. icsman was dumb enought o ask us wut we were protesting about hahahah what a fag.. then ,ath came i didnt want to do my work soo .. i didnt lol. lunch was yummy i had BOSCO STICKS!! <3 then i ran around trying ot find a dollar with moly then i went to class with abby.. GERMAN! WOO it was so much funn today we had a subb nr. cunningHAM! he is aweosme lol me and jason and alexa and this kidd named briar were laughing the whole itme then alexa started doing her work and got pissed at jason cause he was still playing around.. but oh well we screwed around the whoel class it was awesome! history we had another sub and i dunot know why but i worked really hard and answered all the stuff right hmm i guess iw as just in the mood. didnt do ne homework tonight oh well. went out to eat at max and erma's with my mom i finally got to talk ot her about how ive been feeling lately abotu dale and her. i almsot started crying. then i thought about yesterday and what i heard then abotu christ on monday and becca on tuesday and ahsley and everything felt like it was all on top of me at once and i couldnt breathe but i let go and now i feel better even tho i had a talk with my mom i felt that it was a good thing over all today was the best day ive had ina while.
Friday(tomorrow_)♥-school. PLAY OFFS GAME YEAH BABAY YOU GO KNIGHTS!! OW OW!
saturday♥- shoppign FINALLYY!! then at night going to a ahaunted hosue with alexa and julia nad abbya nd a few other people call if oyu wanna go! or leave a comment! and how i can reach you -(248)2278912CALL!
sunday♥- chill day//hw//if i dont go shopping on saturday then deff today!
im afraid ot lose my mom and some one else and i have to find a way to get comfortable at school with the azariusss and dale .. dale will eb the hardest.. ugghhh
i love you!♥
hope everyone has an awesome weekend if you read my whole entry! hahahah<3
-kelss♥