Is it Possible to Die of Anxiety?
I'm going to have a freaking panic attack. Or a mental breakdown of some sort. I'm not even kidding.
Not that it would be the first time or anything; I have anxiety issues.
School is fucking killing me-not that I was even mentally stable before school started-but I am losing my mind. I'm going to fail everything and then I won't be Valedictorian or even in the rankings and I''l never get a good enough scholarship to go to a school that I want to go to and I'll end up having to go to some college in this stupid fucking hillbilly town and I'll never get out and I'll have to spend my entire life here like the rest of the idiots who think the past actually means something and I'll live out the rest of my life with nothing to live for.
I would sooner kill myself than spend my entire life in this fucking town. The people here mean nothing. They have no real purpose other than to live out their meaningless, average lives in ignorance.
I can't.
Let the hyperventilation commence.
Not that it would be the first time or anything; I have anxiety issues.
School is fucking killing me-not that I was even mentally stable before school started-but I am losing my mind. I'm going to fail everything and then I won't be Valedictorian or even in the rankings and I''l never get a good enough scholarship to go to a school that I want to go to and I'll end up having to go to some college in this stupid fucking hillbilly town and I'll never get out and I'll have to spend my entire life here like the rest of the idiots who think the past actually means something and I'll live out the rest of my life with nothing to live for.
I would sooner kill myself than spend my entire life in this fucking town. The people here mean nothing. They have no real purpose other than to live out their meaningless, average lives in ignorance.
I can't.
Let the hyperventilation commence.