Aug 06, 2004 13:28
whoa..thanks for my new journal tara..:)
everyone add me to there friends list and ill add you guys back..;)
i dont do bad things for the last freaking time!!!!!!!!
i liked to start off and say acouple things..
i dont like to be told what to do..
yes i make mistakes but who doesnt..
and people get the wrong impression of me before they even meet me..god they dont even know me..but whatever..
anyways..
Ever since i wrote in here alot has happened ..
wednesday: rachael and i woke up and just hung out for awhile...then around like 2 or something she left to go home..we were gonna hang out and go down to mike ruperts house but that didnt end up happening because i guess amanda called and asked her to go to pittsburgh with her overnight..soo rachael ended up going to pittsburgh..but thats okay because mike came up =) haha then he left..and then i had to call my dad and stuff..and then i took a walk..and got on here for awhile then went to bed..
Thursday:brandon woke up around 7 soo then i got ready and then we went to pick todd uup omg hes freeakin crazy..haha i love him .. we pulled up and my brothers all layin on the horn and i have my head out the window yelling his name and screaming really loud and hes on his porch with his hands in the air screaming it was hilarious we probably woke people up haha they would of been really pissed if we did that lol..anyways..we pick him up..then we went and picked tracie up and she looked really mad..but it was fine after she got in the car i guess she was mad with her dad? i dont know..but anyways..then were like half way up the one street and brandons like uhh oh.. about the tickets i need to go print that paper out soo ican give the people it when we wget there to get our tickets..haha..soo we went back to tracies and printed it out then we went and got gas in the car then we headed out to pittsburgh..haha it was soo much fun on the way up there we were all rockin out too foo fighters and billy talent ..it was awesome..especially being in the car with brandon and tracie and todd..there like the most funnest people to be with...anyways..we finally get there..and it took us like 10 minutes to get into our parking place..then we all get out and stretch and do whatever else we needed to do ...then we headed to the gate to gget our tickets and we met some news friends standing inline hah they were pretty cool :) then ...we go to the check in thing soo we could actually go inside..thats what i hate ..haha..everyyear they make you lift your shirt up just soo they can see your waiste and you spin to make sure your not hiding anything lol.. it was funny tho..hmm..so then we got in there and we met up with some more of our friends..sarah..stacie..ang..and katie..then we walked around with them for awhile went to the line up board and wrote the bands that we wanted to see down on a piece of paper..then we went to see coheed and cambria me brandon and stacie went up to the front and the rest just stayed back alittle ... brandons all up infront of us next thig you know we see him diving into the moshpit and i was like hey come on soo i took stacies hand and dragged us both into the moshpit omg it was awesome :) hah..wasnt the baddest one yet though lol..then after that we all went and saw billy talent..well everyone stayed in the far back..me and brandon went into the mosh pit..and omg did we get the shit kicked out of us in that one haha..i got kicked in the face by crowd surfers and there was a circle pit going on and i decided to be stupid and go run into that haha it was really fun though..then after that i went and tryed to find brandon because we got serperated in the pit because he got knocked on the ground ..so then i found him and we went over to the next stage and saw the vandals we met todd over there we already got in to the pit hah it was awesome.. we got the shit kicked out of us in that one too .. then after that we went and just looked around for awhile then we met up will andy and we just walked around with him for awhile..we went to see the letter killers with him they were really good and there was a huge circle pit going on and we went to leave because we were gonna miss something else that was going on soo brandon went and ran across and im behind andy he decides to hold my hand and drag me across the freaking out of control circle pit and we got hit in the face while trying to do that lol..ahh.. i love andy .. hes a cutie ;) heh..anyways..then after that we went to meet up with tracie and other friends to see sugarcult then i left and went over to get a spot for new found glory while i was walking over i saw liz and ashton and ashtons mom was standing there and i went up behind her and scared her hah it was great :) soo then me liz and ashton were talking and i was like go in the pit with me..and they were like alright soo..we waited for ashtons mom to leave lol then we linked arms and went half way up there..then we just talked and waited for it too start.then it finally started soo we linked arms again and i pulled them up to the pit with me and omg did they have fun haha..it was soo much fun seeing liz in a moshpit hhaa she had fun though..her and ashton were like cracking up laughing and they couldnt move because they were laughing soo hard and crowd surfers were all falling on them and shit lol..it was hilariuos i got the crap kciked out of me from crowd surfers also hah..then we all fell like 3 times and one dood was grabbing me by my shirt and i was like its not working its not working then hes like this will he grabs me by my butt and i go flying up in the air i was like wow that worked haha..soo then we got seperated and im trying to like push people out of the way to pull liz up with me and ashton and then we fell again lol..it was great..after that me liz and ashton went to get a drink and we sat down for awhile we were soo tired after that mosh pit omg it took all the energy out of us haha..we were like screw yellowcard well go catch the last of them after we get a drink hah..so then we got a drink then went and saw the last of them..then i met up with tracie and brandon and them and then brnadon went too see something with andy and i just stayed with tracie sarah stacie ang and katie and they wanted to eat soo i went with them and sat down..there all pretty cool.. i like sarah shes pretty radd..she works down at the movie store..she was soo funny hah..like out of no where she would say the stupidest stuff but it was soo funny..hah..then after that brandon came and found us sitting on the hill and then we went to see story of the year well me and brandon did.. tracie and them went and saw motion city soundtrack after that we went to see flogging molly omg they were awesome :) then after that me and brandon went to the allister tent and i got a shirt yay :) and i bough like 2 cds.. and i got like freakking all my pockets were illed of freaking stickers and patches and these chain things that people were giving me and i got like 7 cd samplers hah awesome :) umm..then after that we went to see the last of motion city soundtrack they were REALLY good..after that we went and saw nofx the last of it..we left during the middle of it because it wasnt all THAT great they sounded like shit and tracie and me wanted to leave and brandon was really tired too soo we just told todd to meet us back at the car because thats like his favorite band soo we left him to go up t o the pit haha..we just walking around looking at stuff on the ground and w found like 5 dollars in quarters haha yay! then we went to the car todd met us back and we left..and on the way home was freaking the most funnest but im not gonna say anything a bout that lol..i didnt really update alot on warped tour like i couldhave but im no going to because im too lazy and tired..and yeah..haha..no one really needs to know everything that went on there heh :) but overall i really had a good time..i met alot of new people and stuff and got there sn's soo im talking to them now :) but yeah..i cant freaking wait for sept.. thats when new found glory and freaking GREEN DAY!!! they start touring together and sugarcults opening for them.. omg 3 of my favorite bands RAHHH!!!!! im soo happy ..hehe..brandon and tracie is gonna take me to see themfor my birthday omg im soo excited lol.. i cant wait for sept.21st either lol thats one day after my birthday and thats when the new greenday cd comes out..woo! im soo getting it..haha.. i love green day..omg no one like understands how much i love them!!! lol .. there just great..anyways...that should be a really good birthday present from them though..every concert i go to with them is always really fun :)anyways..
Today: i woke up ..got on here..talked to some people for awhile ..that was pretty much it.. me and jamie are going bowling tonight yay! that should be fun hanging out with her like always..=) i dont think im doing anything else today..haha ..im too tired too anyways.. im still really tired and worn out and REALLY freaking sore from yesterday =) but its okay;..atleast i had fun.. i really needed it with all the stuff that has been going on lately ya know..
im soo fed up with stuff right now ..fun and friends is all i really need..i mean family is always there..but .. mines not..as much as i would like to say that i have a great family..i really dont..and i really hate saying that too..people are always asking me how could you say that about your family and i try to explain they dont get it..they just dont get it..people ask me stuff because they heard it going around school or they just heard it from someone ..i try to explain to them why i do it they dont get it..there just like ohh youll grow out of it..no no..i wont..they dont get it..im sure most of you know what im talking about when i say that ..anyways.. im just thinking how it would be if i lived with my mom..like would i get along with my stepdad? probably not..would i get along with my mom? yeah..would i really get to do anything? no..id have to stay home and babysit isaac all the time because brigettes never home.. i love my little brother to death and everything but id wanna go out and do stuff too ya know.. i love playing with my little brother hes probably one of the best things that is in my life right now along with my mom and some friends..those are the people i love with all my heart and that i would die for..because i love them soo much and theyve been there for me for as long as ive known them and i can trust them with my life ...anyways.. yeah..ill stop bitching in here..haha..band camp starts on monday.. im alittle excited for that i guess.. i dont really like band at altoona as much as i did keith..but then again i havent been in it that long this is just my first year soo yeah.. ive been doing alot of thinking lately.. and im gonna hahve to do something i dont want too but its for my own good i guess :\ and i dont want to have to live like this no more.. soo..im gonna do it..im soo worried about some people right now.. i havent talked too someone in like 5 days and im soo worried about what might have happened to them..eh..:\
that is all
<333 Kelso!!!