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yesterday started out okay..then it ended up being fucking hell.. i hated it...i was soo upset about something..then..other things happened and i totally got out of control and yeah..lets just say i broke some things...yeah.. i dont know whats gotten in to me lately..ive been having a problem controlling myself when i get mad.. my dad told me that im starting to freak him out..but whatever..it doesnt seem like anyone understands anymore..rachael called me..then i told her id call her back..then when i called her back i was like bawling..and i felt stupid because i was crying soo hard to her on the phone..heh..then ...i went to rachaels house.. i was getting ready to walk down and i see this car pull in my alley soo i jetted to my house and rachael was laughing soo hard she could barely say my name...omg it was radd my eyes got all big..lol..but..yeah david came over and then he left around 3 something in the morning..then he came over again today.. then we just sat around and watched movies and stuff..then my dad came and picked me up aand then we went and got bri at the mall and now im home which im very happy for.. i didnt really wanna go anywhere.. i rather of stayed at rachaels house..but my dad made me come home soo..yeah..hah.. im still really pisssed off at him..and im just soo upset about stuff..but whatever..
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