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Hey* wow.. actually havent written for a while.. hm*.
Well school is school.. not that great but my classes are ok. I like ms.kelly’s class she’s soo funny. But other than that there’s really nothing great… im so sick of school alredy. . . but its not like I can do anything about it.
Annnnd lastnight I went to the football game with my girlz. . . and for anyone that doesn’t alredy no- we lost. Yea. Well that was.. hmm , cant really find the word for it. I got to c jordan tho. =) but then a lot of stuff happened and I realize that sum ppl at our school are so fuckin gay.. whatever I shoodnt even care anymore.
Went to the dance too.. that was alrite I guess.. got to talk to a lot of ppl but that was about it..
Came home and talked to jordan.. who at first was pissed .. but its ok now.. he makes me feel soo happy, and iv never felt like this . . . and he is probly the sweetest guy that I will ever find and its jus soo nice to be with him . . . and I wanted to spend every minute with him lastnight and he knows that but I couldn’t. =/ which is another thing I don’t really understand.. but whatever. So we talked about all this stuff so now its really fine. Well its way better than fine.. =)
But today I think he’s comin up with pat so me and lynn are gunna hang with them…prolly at lynnies then we are all goin to my other cuzins house for sum party.. itll be ok I guess.. just as long as im with jordan, that is really all the matters to me..
I really miss allie too.. really bad. I wish I could see her and I feel bad bc I haven’t talked to her in forever and when I had time I was too busy and that’s not right.=/. She is one of my best friends in the whole entire world . . . and im so far away from here which sucks so bad.. and I just have that feeling that im not going to see her for a long time. Which sucks even worse… and there is nothing I can do.
=( wow im really not in a good mood at all.. and I should be.
I am glad I got to hang out with some of my friends lastnight tho. We haven’t really all hung out in a big group for awhile. So that was good..
But now I think I am gunna go…bc I am really not in the mood to write in here in the first place…
Later*