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be pissed off at me.
i don't care.
i'm going to put what i'm thinking.
i don't know how someone can remain strong at this point in time.
i know it's what you're supposed to, but i can't help but feel weak and sorry for people.
it's sad-- i'm supposed to be laughing.
we should all just laugh.
just smile everyone.
i miss you.
and i don't care if you don't ever read my journal, but i feel better saying it.
i re-read my old journal and laughed so hard and smiled so much it's sick.
and this isn't a call back.
i'm okay with the fact that you hate me, and i'm settling with the fact that you don't want to talk to me.
call me pathetic but just this past day i've thought about you so much.
ugh SO MANY FUCKING MEMORIES.
i'm so overwhelmed right now.
if you wanna talk i'm all ears, but then again i'm okay with the fact that things are different now and you may not want to talk to me.
well here i go again-- remain strong.
i don't care.
i'm going to put what i'm thinking.
i don't know how someone can remain strong at this point in time.
i know it's what you're supposed to, but i can't help but feel weak and sorry for people.
it's sad-- i'm supposed to be laughing.
we should all just laugh.
just smile everyone.
i miss you.
and i don't care if you don't ever read my journal, but i feel better saying it.
i re-read my old journal and laughed so hard and smiled so much it's sick.
and this isn't a call back.
i'm okay with the fact that you hate me, and i'm settling with the fact that you don't want to talk to me.
call me pathetic but just this past day i've thought about you so much.
ugh SO MANY FUCKING MEMORIES.
i'm so overwhelmed right now.
if you wanna talk i'm all ears, but then again i'm okay with the fact that things are different now and you may not want to talk to me.
well here i go again-- remain strong.