I feel so alone
I feel so so so so alone. Like today, I didn't have a bad day, in fact most people would probably consider it a good day but I still feel depressed! And something weird happened... I didn't feel like looking for Drew after school. I was just like... it didnt matter. But it should! And I don't want him to worry about me... but then I do, too. I am glad that I'm meeting with my doctor tomorrow after school... I hope she can help me. I need help. I'm scaring myself, and its not getting better. It's getting worse.
I know in the back of my mind that I am not alone, and I know what is right and what is wrong, but something is wrong with me and I can't seem to connect things. I know I am not alone... I know I am not the only person with this problem... but I still feel alone and scared and depressed. This has to be a chemical imbalance. There's no other excuse. I know I have things to do, but I find myself sitting up in my room doing NOTHING... and I mean just sitting here, staring out the window--for hours. I can't wait until tomorrow. I hope it helps.
~Kelsey
I know in the back of my mind that I am not alone, and I know what is right and what is wrong, but something is wrong with me and I can't seem to connect things. I know I am not alone... I know I am not the only person with this problem... but I still feel alone and scared and depressed. This has to be a chemical imbalance. There's no other excuse. I know I have things to do, but I find myself sitting up in my room doing NOTHING... and I mean just sitting here, staring out the window--for hours. I can't wait until tomorrow. I hope it helps.
~Kelsey