all in a golden aftenoon
last night was a whirl of dissapoinments. i wish i wouldn't let things turn out that way. i actually had a very nice time inspite of everything. miraculuslly i have managed not to gain but loose two pounds over thanksgiving.. what on earth is wrong here?! i bought ice cream last night. i think it is because jake was with us and making him take me to go get i ce cream seems the right thing to do in all situations. i am glad he is here. even if it is only for two seconds.
it is now officially the holidays. from now until new years half the world will be stressed out. not australia though. they celelebrate christmas and their holidays in our summer time. (their winter, mind you). is there some unspoken rule about having the holidays in the winter time? so people can be cold while miserable. maybe this was some sort of way to get rid of more human beings becuase the population continued to grow from the begining of time and they just wanted to create a time when it was okay to murder yourself with some justification. i feel like i am blabbering on now.
i don't know why i am complaining i think it must be just for the sake to complain because i actually like the holidays besides all the stress having to buy every single person a present,. speeking of lindsey's birthday is next wednesday and i havn't managed to buy her a present yet.
i really would like to go out for a morning drive. or be out and about in the busle and husle of the world this morning.
it is now officially the holidays. from now until new years half the world will be stressed out. not australia though. they celelebrate christmas and their holidays in our summer time. (their winter, mind you). is there some unspoken rule about having the holidays in the winter time? so people can be cold while miserable. maybe this was some sort of way to get rid of more human beings becuase the population continued to grow from the begining of time and they just wanted to create a time when it was okay to murder yourself with some justification. i feel like i am blabbering on now.
i don't know why i am complaining i think it must be just for the sake to complain because i actually like the holidays besides all the stress having to buy every single person a present,. speeking of lindsey's birthday is next wednesday and i havn't managed to buy her a present yet.
i really would like to go out for a morning drive. or be out and about in the busle and husle of the world this morning.