Acadia is the only one who remembered my un-birthday yesterday

[kelsea]

while we were at wild oats she picked out this card and wouldn't let me see it. she made mom buy it. and when we got home she made me get the mail and i got a card. the envelope had a scribbly picture of a girl on the front with a large head a button nose and a scribble body. on the back there are two stickers that saw awsome! and Fantastic then it says ACADIA in large letters and scribble underneath. when i open it i find Barbie looking thugish with her arms crossed and a flower in her hand the background is shiny silver with random flowers. it says "Hey Birthday Girl" in barbie print. inside there is a picture of i'm guessing me looking like a very happy witch. with hay for clothes. it has a bunch of star stickers and says "Hope Your Birthday is Just Like You-Totally cool and Super Nice too! Happy Birthday" and then my name in very large letters with a backwards S. it was the best un-birthday present i got that day. all the school gave me was a horrendous lunch with no one to talk to and a class with only three people. all and all another craptastic birthday.
going up and down on these emotional roller costers through school is really making my shoulders hurt and rise back up to my ears. where they used to hang out until summer happened. i don't know if i can take it. but doc did give me a star with a simle on it that cheered me up quite a bit. but being happy one moment angry the next sad, stressed happy sad stressed. it's a bit hard. i should stop.

and then theres this beautiful song.