oh my my. oh my my, look what you've become.
i have so much to do and to think about i think my brain has collapsed. what am i going to do when school starts? why am i such an air head? why did i i say that.. who says that? nobody. why do i say that all the time too. oh god shut up.
so right now, in my opinion i am supposed to be on the road to knox college with brianna. but my dear mother not uncharacteristically changed her mind at the last minute. so instead i have to go to grove this weekend. not the worst place in the world but i would much rather not go and stay here to hang out with my friends.
last night i saw all my boys i have not seen all summer and it was great. i miss them. or missed them. or whatever. the tittybear is best. and tomorrow is ian's birthday. and i miss pat too but i haven't seen him in a while but i did talk to him today on the phone. maybe everything is going back to normal. i kind of hope not. i mean it is nice but i want things to be much different this year.
TJ came over last night to see natalie and he is CRAZY. but it was really fun because he's crazy. i really like seeing them together because they are hilarious and fight a lot. yesterday natalie beat me up in the car and then we had a fist fight and she wrecked her car into the QT. and we all died.
i need to find a ride to and from school tell mid october and i need to do so fast. i will ask ian and pat. they are my old buddies maybe they wouldn't mind. i will figure it out soon. all i know is that i don't want to ride the bus because i hate it.
i have seen garden state three times in the theater and it was too much money but i love it a lot. and i want to go see it again and again. but now i don't have any money at all. also in october i am going to get a job. i think now i am just waiting for october. i wish i could fast forward. tell college.
i need to go exercise so that i wont be so slow and bad feeling anymore.
so right now, in my opinion i am supposed to be on the road to knox college with brianna. but my dear mother not uncharacteristically changed her mind at the last minute. so instead i have to go to grove this weekend. not the worst place in the world but i would much rather not go and stay here to hang out with my friends.
last night i saw all my boys i have not seen all summer and it was great. i miss them. or missed them. or whatever. the tittybear is best. and tomorrow is ian's birthday. and i miss pat too but i haven't seen him in a while but i did talk to him today on the phone. maybe everything is going back to normal. i kind of hope not. i mean it is nice but i want things to be much different this year.
TJ came over last night to see natalie and he is CRAZY. but it was really fun because he's crazy. i really like seeing them together because they are hilarious and fight a lot. yesterday natalie beat me up in the car and then we had a fist fight and she wrecked her car into the QT. and we all died.
i need to find a ride to and from school tell mid october and i need to do so fast. i will ask ian and pat. they are my old buddies maybe they wouldn't mind. i will figure it out soon. all i know is that i don't want to ride the bus because i hate it.
i have seen garden state three times in the theater and it was too much money but i love it a lot. and i want to go see it again and again. but now i don't have any money at all. also in october i am going to get a job. i think now i am just waiting for october. i wish i could fast forward. tell college.
i need to go exercise so that i wont be so slow and bad feeling anymore.