i wanna hold you high and steal your pain

[kels28]

isn't it funny..

..how the first time you say to someone "isn't he the cutest thing?" that he hadn't showered or shaved in two days?
..how happy it makes you to flatter him by saying how cute he looks unshowered and unshaved?
..how thinking about him can just make you smile?
..how good it feels to make him laugh, because you think he is the funniest person alive?

isn't it sad..

..that he's probably not even going to care about me?
..that i'm being pushed away?
..that he'll go back to her anyway?
..that my life will never be a love story like any movie?
..that i just seriously sat here and wrote this?!

bye.

i love The Notebook, i want to watch it every day.

bye.