Friend today?
So me and Crystal ended up hanging out tonight afterall. She apologized for skipping out on me today, so things are cool. I met her half-way and we came back here for *coffee*. We had Kool-Aid. Haha. Usually we have these really fun conversations about our boyfriends or how our lives have changed [for the better, thank God], but since Greg was here we had to "censor" everything. LOL. We couldn't talk about the stuff we usually do. It was soo nice tonight, I decided to walk with her to her house. We had a really good chat, which was cool cuz I miss that. We don't hang out as much as we used to and that sucks. :( I hate that we're growing up and have our own lives now! :(
I realized something tonight. I used to think everyone else had the best relationships, and mine just didn't compare to that. But after talking to Crystal tonight, I know they don't have the perfect relationship. Nobody does. It's not that they're not happy, cuz they most definitely are, but they still have their disagreements and such. They both do things that annoy each other, but they accept each other's faults and uniqueness and I think that's one of the hardest things to do in a relationship. I remember whenever me and Greg would get into an argument I would think "This is not what I want. I don't want to be in a relationship where my boyfriend and I argue." And I would get the idea in my head that I wasn't happy, although I was - just not at that exact moment. I kept forgetting that we are two different people with two different personalities. If everyone got along ALL THE TIME, it would be annoying. When we first started dating, we fought almost all the time. It was sad, really. But we both agree it was because we moved in together so quickly. We didn't give each other time to accept the other's annoying habits. When he would leave his socks on the floor, I'd flip out, and then he'd flip out. I wasn't used to having someone else to pick up after, and he wasn't used to being on his own because before me, he was living with his parents. He was scared. But things are sooo much better now. We argue so much less now, and it's always about something stupid. We end up laughing about it 5 minutes later. My sister told me the other day she's noticed we've gotten so much better. And I know we have. I'm so happy with who we've both become, because we've grown together. I love him more and more every day and I am so lucky to have him in my life. <3333
Anyhoodles, tomorrow I am going job-hunting again. Crystal and Shawn are taking me. The airport is hiring so they're going to apply there and then come pick me up. I can't apply cuz Greg works there. :( It sucks too, cuz I'd be making $10-$12/hour and getting 40 hours a week. They have a lot of related employees there now, but it's causing a lot of problems and stuff so they don't wanna hire any more. And since we're considered common-law, Lisa won't hire me! :( It's shitty cuz it's such a sweet job! Ah well, I'm gonna go to this place called McQueens that hires people for secretaries and stuff like that, and a bunch of other places. So cross your fingahs for me!! :D
My sister and I went on a song-downloading RAMPAGE today, lol. We downloaded a bunch of the songs we used to listen to as kids. "I Know You're Married" by Rodney Crowell was my absolute favorite song when I was like.. 8? Hehe. My mom and dad used to play it for me whenever I was sad because it always made me smile. Haha. Ahh memories. I think I downloaded about 100 songs today. *sigh*. I can feel the fullness of my computer already!
Anyway, I think it's Sim time and then bedtime, so catch ya's later! :)
<3kels
If you're into country music [and hey, even if you're not], download "This Thing Called Love" by Dwight Yoakam. It'll make you wanna dance, heh. I promise! Damn it's so catchy.
I realized something tonight. I used to think everyone else had the best relationships, and mine just didn't compare to that. But after talking to Crystal tonight, I know they don't have the perfect relationship. Nobody does. It's not that they're not happy, cuz they most definitely are, but they still have their disagreements and such. They both do things that annoy each other, but they accept each other's faults and uniqueness and I think that's one of the hardest things to do in a relationship. I remember whenever me and Greg would get into an argument I would think "This is not what I want. I don't want to be in a relationship where my boyfriend and I argue." And I would get the idea in my head that I wasn't happy, although I was - just not at that exact moment. I kept forgetting that we are two different people with two different personalities. If everyone got along ALL THE TIME, it would be annoying. When we first started dating, we fought almost all the time. It was sad, really. But we both agree it was because we moved in together so quickly. We didn't give each other time to accept the other's annoying habits. When he would leave his socks on the floor, I'd flip out, and then he'd flip out. I wasn't used to having someone else to pick up after, and he wasn't used to being on his own because before me, he was living with his parents. He was scared. But things are sooo much better now. We argue so much less now, and it's always about something stupid. We end up laughing about it 5 minutes later. My sister told me the other day she's noticed we've gotten so much better. And I know we have. I'm so happy with who we've both become, because we've grown together. I love him more and more every day and I am so lucky to have him in my life. <3333
Anyhoodles, tomorrow I am going job-hunting again. Crystal and Shawn are taking me. The airport is hiring so they're going to apply there and then come pick me up. I can't apply cuz Greg works there. :( It sucks too, cuz I'd be making $10-$12/hour and getting 40 hours a week. They have a lot of related employees there now, but it's causing a lot of problems and stuff so they don't wanna hire any more. And since we're considered common-law, Lisa won't hire me! :( It's shitty cuz it's such a sweet job! Ah well, I'm gonna go to this place called McQueens that hires people for secretaries and stuff like that, and a bunch of other places. So cross your fingahs for me!! :D
My sister and I went on a song-downloading RAMPAGE today, lol. We downloaded a bunch of the songs we used to listen to as kids. "I Know You're Married" by Rodney Crowell was my absolute favorite song when I was like.. 8? Hehe. My mom and dad used to play it for me whenever I was sad because it always made me smile. Haha. Ahh memories. I think I downloaded about 100 songs today. *sigh*. I can feel the fullness of my computer already!
Anyway, I think it's Sim time and then bedtime, so catch ya's later! :)
<3kels
If you're into country music [and hey, even if you're not], download "This Thing Called Love" by Dwight Yoakam. It'll make you wanna dance, heh. I promise! Damn it's so catchy.