Hokay.. so..
Im at home "sick". Actually I only woke up late but my throat hurts REALLY bad so my mom just said to stay home and rest. Meh, im not arguing. Im copying all my new cds to the computer so i can pick my favorite tracks from all of em and make and extra cool cd. yea yea! haha.
Life has been going good as usual. I never really have much to complain about. I had that whole argument with kat about me never hanging out with her, which then resulted in an arguement with allison saying i used her just because kat hung out with roseann. That was chaos. Me and Al are cool though cuz she knows i love her, yes, in a lesbian way, what!? jk. and i dont really know about kat, we've talked in the hallway and stuff but ya never know.
Work is good. I love working at best buy. Its laid back and time goes by so fast. All my friends come in cuz its like.. the cool place to be i guess? Shaun has come in both days i've worked. He came in once w/o money...? I think he was just gonna politely beg for gas money. Anyway, he hangs out with kady dent now and smokes and shit, and i guess he's a slut now? Haha, things change fast... from what he used to be.. haha
I've had the craziest dreams ever. the ones that are like.. wtf!? Example. I was going out with shaun and i couldn't get out of the relationship to show to eric that i didnt feel anything with shaun, and i loved eric, but he wouldn't believe me and he'd give me the 'hate eyes' that i see rarely, but i HATE THEM. Then i had sex witht his guy in my class and then realized it wasn't eric.. and i was like.. oh shit how am i gonna explain this to eric?! WTF!? I never even had any sort of feelings with the guy in my class. Not like that in the least. It's weird. IM trying to guess what they mean. I think they're showing me that i feel trapped..?
Anywhoo.. Eric's great. i Looovvee him. His brothers birthday is sat. so I'm going out to dinner with his family today to celebrate. I hope i feel better by then, but i dont feel that bad in the first place. anyway, this is my update. haha. i never have time to update anymore so i just.. dont. but its amazing what you'll do when u stay home from school. Toodles!
Life has been going good as usual. I never really have much to complain about. I had that whole argument with kat about me never hanging out with her, which then resulted in an arguement with allison saying i used her just because kat hung out with roseann. That was chaos. Me and Al are cool though cuz she knows i love her, yes, in a lesbian way, what!? jk. and i dont really know about kat, we've talked in the hallway and stuff but ya never know.
Work is good. I love working at best buy. Its laid back and time goes by so fast. All my friends come in cuz its like.. the cool place to be i guess? Shaun has come in both days i've worked. He came in once w/o money...? I think he was just gonna politely beg for gas money. Anyway, he hangs out with kady dent now and smokes and shit, and i guess he's a slut now? Haha, things change fast... from what he used to be.. haha
I've had the craziest dreams ever. the ones that are like.. wtf!? Example. I was going out with shaun and i couldn't get out of the relationship to show to eric that i didnt feel anything with shaun, and i loved eric, but he wouldn't believe me and he'd give me the 'hate eyes' that i see rarely, but i HATE THEM. Then i had sex witht his guy in my class and then realized it wasn't eric.. and i was like.. oh shit how am i gonna explain this to eric?! WTF!? I never even had any sort of feelings with the guy in my class. Not like that in the least. It's weird. IM trying to guess what they mean. I think they're showing me that i feel trapped..?
Anywhoo.. Eric's great. i Looovvee him. His brothers birthday is sat. so I'm going out to dinner with his family today to celebrate. I hope i feel better by then, but i dont feel that bad in the first place. anyway, this is my update. haha. i never have time to update anymore so i just.. dont. but its amazing what you'll do when u stay home from school. Toodles!