Why????......
So this is going to be me sounding sad and angry. So if you don't want to hear it, then stop reading now.
Why do people who don't deserve to be happy, end up happy? explain this to me? I am so sick of everyone getting everything they want out of life and i don't get shit. i think i find the right guy and he turns out to be all wrong. i wish i could be like people and just have a boyfriend to have one. but i can't. i have to have something there. i can't make myself like a person. i don't enjoy the way that i am. i hate it. i am not going to say that i want to kill myself, cause i really don't. sometimes i get a itch to do it, but i know that is the pussy way out of it. it takes more to live on this god forsaken earth, then to pull the trigger of a 38 and blow your brains out. i wish i could be a happy person. life is full of disappointments. i know everyone gets them. i just feel that i get the most of them.
TA TA FOR FUCKING NOW!
Why do people who don't deserve to be happy, end up happy? explain this to me? I am so sick of everyone getting everything they want out of life and i don't get shit. i think i find the right guy and he turns out to be all wrong. i wish i could be like people and just have a boyfriend to have one. but i can't. i have to have something there. i can't make myself like a person. i don't enjoy the way that i am. i hate it. i am not going to say that i want to kill myself, cause i really don't. sometimes i get a itch to do it, but i know that is the pussy way out of it. it takes more to live on this god forsaken earth, then to pull the trigger of a 38 and blow your brains out. i wish i could be a happy person. life is full of disappointments. i know everyone gets them. i just feel that i get the most of them.
TA TA FOR FUCKING NOW!