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...i just listened to this Bouncing Souls song called "Bryan's Lament". it was mine and Mike's song. its funny how strongly i still feel about..that. it makes me all shaky inside. i still think about it a lot. i wonder if he does too. i really wish things hadnt ended the way they did. maybe not at all. they had to, but what we had was really wonderful, it makes me really sad to think about it. i hope he is doing well. i hope he is happy.