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school starts tomorrow. half day.
from about 7pm tonight on was horrible. i cant find words to describe how hurt i am. i can barely even type this out, my mind is still reeling, trying to make sense of it all. i dont even want to write it out. in short, my parents fought while Galen and I were out at the movies. my dad got angry with my mom for something stupid. she went to the track to walk and let him cool down. i came home around 7pm, and he was packing his stuff to go to his friends cottage up north for a week. at least. i dont think anyone who reads this could possibly know what this is like for me. this has happened my whole life, my dad gets angry, and leaves for a while. he is so selfish, he doesnt think about how much he hurts me when he does this. he isnt just leaving my mom, he is leaving me too, but all he thinks about is what is "best for him". fucking asshole. i love him so much, he is my father, why does he have to do this to me?? doesnt he love me?? doesnt he love me?????
from about 7pm tonight on was horrible. i cant find words to describe how hurt i am. i can barely even type this out, my mind is still reeling, trying to make sense of it all. i dont even want to write it out. in short, my parents fought while Galen and I were out at the movies. my dad got angry with my mom for something stupid. she went to the track to walk and let him cool down. i came home around 7pm, and he was packing his stuff to go to his friends cottage up north for a week. at least. i dont think anyone who reads this could possibly know what this is like for me. this has happened my whole life, my dad gets angry, and leaves for a while. he is so selfish, he doesnt think about how much he hurts me when he does this. he isnt just leaving my mom, he is leaving me too, but all he thinks about is what is "best for him". fucking asshole. i love him so much, he is my father, why does he have to do this to me?? doesnt he love me?? doesnt he love me?????