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i feel like a lot has happened lately.
i turned 22 last week. im actually starting to feel like an adult now. i took my nose piercings out. im left with two nice scars that im trying to get rid of now. my actual birthday was a disaster. i was incredibily angry and mad at myself. santos stood me up. on my birthday. but i shouldve known better really. its my own fault. when i finally pulled myself outta bed i went into a raging fit of anger and started throwing things everywhere in my apartment. well that brought my downstairs neighbor up to see if i was all right. it was actually really nice of him but im sure he thinks im a nut. i answered the door in ugly oversized pajama pants, my hair pulled back with a headband and sobbing. he talked to me for a few minutes and introduced himself since that was the first time we had ever met. im still cringing just thinking about what kind of an impression i must have made.
my party was on saturday and was pretty fun, it made me realize who truely is my friend and who isnt. which is actually a good thing.
(my birthday outfit)
(& my eye makeup)
sunday was santos's birthday. i hadnt really expected anything just because and when i called to wish him a happy birthday he was pretty cold towards me giving me mumbles or short answers. needless to say he didnt want to see me. so whatever. that just kinda puts the fork in the cake or however that saying goes.
on a good note, monday was my BFFs 21st! she is so adorable! im really glad i went out to help celebrate with her.
and this week for some reason im buried up to my ears in exams, papers, and studying. im really looking forward to this semester being over.