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i know i shouldnt be watching eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, considering them state i am in, but i cant resist.
i know everything happens for the reason, but why does waiting for the reason hurt so bad?
i suppose i couldnt handle the reason before the imaculate time
god, i am always so intimate. like peeing for example, do i just run around sharing this private act with everyone and deem them worthy without them working for it?
i do it because im comfortable with myself, or comfortable with the other person?
i hope its the lader of the two.
i cant do this anymore because i will take someone (someone amazing and innocent) down with me
i know everything happens for the reason, but why does waiting for the reason hurt so bad?
i suppose i couldnt handle the reason before the imaculate time
god, i am always so intimate. like peeing for example, do i just run around sharing this private act with everyone and deem them worthy without them working for it?
i do it because im comfortable with myself, or comfortable with the other person?
i hope its the lader of the two.
i cant do this anymore because i will take someone (someone amazing and innocent) down with me