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for the past 2 days the sky has been a brilliant cerulean blue. yesterday the clouds where long, and thin and today they were puffy like giant marshmellows. and last night (as hillary noted too..) the city was crying. As the rain pounded, the wind blew it accross my window making all the lights run down like tears. it was pretty cool. I realize that everyone else has eyes and probably noted these things...but they just blow me away. The beauty. so I write about it.
cerulean blue was my favorite color for most of my life.
I was looking at my entires and how bipolar they are :)
I heard a man say (comparing our lives to a graph) you can go smoothly up and down in the middle not reaching the peaks of happiness or the depths of sorrow...staying pretty even and calm. But that isn't really living. He said you have to be really brave to travel through the worst parts to experience the best parts of life. I pretty much agree with him. i hope I am brave when I need to be.
I am mailing all of my Czech Republic stuff off tomorrow, and I took half day off to get everything finalized. I started panicing yesterday because I couldn't decide if I wanted to apply in Czech or in Italy. Because I have to decide to turn this application in tomorrow. I decided on Czech and if I change my mind I will find other ways to raise money for Italy. Or New York. Or Chicago. mmmmmmm...i wish I never had to get a real life and I could just travel and see everything and learn about everything.
Andrew comes to Birmingham in 4 days :)
cerulean blue was my favorite color for most of my life.
I was looking at my entires and how bipolar they are :)
I heard a man say (comparing our lives to a graph) you can go smoothly up and down in the middle not reaching the peaks of happiness or the depths of sorrow...staying pretty even and calm. But that isn't really living. He said you have to be really brave to travel through the worst parts to experience the best parts of life. I pretty much agree with him. i hope I am brave when I need to be.
I am mailing all of my Czech Republic stuff off tomorrow, and I took half day off to get everything finalized. I started panicing yesterday because I couldn't decide if I wanted to apply in Czech or in Italy. Because I have to decide to turn this application in tomorrow. I decided on Czech and if I change my mind I will find other ways to raise money for Italy. Or New York. Or Chicago. mmmmmmm...i wish I never had to get a real life and I could just travel and see everything and learn about everything.
Andrew comes to Birmingham in 4 days :)