LIFE
i dont get it. i just dont understand. sometimes i wish my life were a novel and i could skip to the end and find out what happens. i mean i know God's got it all worked out but how do i know i am walking the right path? i sometimes get so tired of doing the same thing and i want to be spontanious like i used to be. i want to go back and change some things from my past... but i know the present wouldnt be as it is and that scares me.
i miss friends. i miss having people i can really talk to. people who wont judge me, who wont feed me bs opinions, people who really care about what i think and what is going on in my life. people who can make plans without having to pencil me in around boyfriends and whatever.
i miss my boyfriend. the way he used to be. before bills, and sex, and stress. when it was fun and exciting and new. when he came home and smiled bc i was there waiting for him. when his eyes lit up everytime i told him i loved him.
what is wrong with me?
xoxo
kelly
i miss friends. i miss having people i can really talk to. people who wont judge me, who wont feed me bs opinions, people who really care about what i think and what is going on in my life. people who can make plans without having to pencil me in around boyfriends and whatever.
i miss my boyfriend. the way he used to be. before bills, and sex, and stress. when it was fun and exciting and new. when he came home and smiled bc i was there waiting for him. when his eyes lit up everytime i told him i loved him.
what is wrong with me?
xoxo
kelly