THINGS DNT MAKE SENSE!
why is it that just when u think that you have a handle of life something comes out of knowhere and makes u so confused!
let me explain:
there are a few things that are making me confused but i will only let u know 2-
Number 1: Why is it that just when u think that ur getting over someone you talk to them and then ur like was i ever over u? Simon (kfc)calls me and we talk then all of a sudden im like shit im not over you! but i think when i start to hang around with other ppl its as if he doesn't exist! I think i am over simon but i only think that i still like him because i like the idea of being with someone that i like that much!
Number 2: This has got me so upset that ive actually been crying over it! One of my best friends Michael (nxt door neighbour) is leaving adelaide and going back to melbourne! He is one of the only ppl that knows every single thing about me! OMG i love him so much and he is leaving me to deal with all of my problems by myself! I know that ive still some of my best friends here with me but there are some things that i could only talk to him about! I wish that he wasn't going but he said that he had to go with his mum cause he coldn't stay here nemore! He wants to make a fresh start in melbourne! Im blamming his ex-girlfriend she hurt him so much! But i'm only blamming her cause i feel like ive let him down as a friend, that i wasn't there enough for him that he feels there is nothing left for him in Adelaide!
He says that he's gonna come back in a year or so but until then i dnt know whats going on.................
well i think thats most of my problems out in the open well most of them neway!
i guess i will talk again later!
let me explain:
there are a few things that are making me confused but i will only let u know 2-
Number 1: Why is it that just when u think that ur getting over someone you talk to them and then ur like was i ever over u? Simon (kfc)calls me and we talk then all of a sudden im like shit im not over you! but i think when i start to hang around with other ppl its as if he doesn't exist! I think i am over simon but i only think that i still like him because i like the idea of being with someone that i like that much!
Number 2: This has got me so upset that ive actually been crying over it! One of my best friends Michael (nxt door neighbour) is leaving adelaide and going back to melbourne! He is one of the only ppl that knows every single thing about me! OMG i love him so much and he is leaving me to deal with all of my problems by myself! I know that ive still some of my best friends here with me but there are some things that i could only talk to him about! I wish that he wasn't going but he said that he had to go with his mum cause he coldn't stay here nemore! He wants to make a fresh start in melbourne! Im blamming his ex-girlfriend she hurt him so much! But i'm only blamming her cause i feel like ive let him down as a friend, that i wasn't there enough for him that he feels there is nothing left for him in Adelaide!
He says that he's gonna come back in a year or so but until then i dnt know whats going on.................
well i think thats most of my problems out in the open well most of them neway!
i guess i will talk again later!