MOTIONLISS ON THE BROKEN ROAD..........
OK I'M UPDATING..WELL THINGS HAVE BEEN GOING OK...I GUESS. WELL THE WEEKENDS WAS FUN...LIKE ALWAYS..BUT..YOU KNOW THERES ALWAYS A BUT...THINGS HAVE SUXED ALITTLE TO. I KNOW I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS EVER BEEN THROUGH A ROUGH TIME BUT THIS CRAP SUX. I'VE NEVER EXPECTED LIFE TO BE EASY BUT SOMETIMES I WISH IT WOULD GIVE ME A BREAK..THINGS CAN BE SO CONFUSING AND I NEVER KNOW WHICH WAY TO GO. SO I'M STUCK, JUST STANDING STILL AT THE FORK IN THE ROAD CONFUSED ON WHICH ONE TO GO ON. BUT i CAN'T MOVE...I'M MOTIONLIS. INTERNAL CONFLICTS ARE KILLER. BUT I THINK THERES A THIRD ROAD THAT I'M WALKING ON.... IT'S DARK KNOW ONES ON IT AND I'M ALL ALONE....I KEEP PASSING ALL THE ROADS THAT LED ME OFF IT BUT I DON'T SEE THEM...SOMETIMES I'M JUST NOT LIVING I JUST HERE..RIGHT NOW I'M STUCK AND CLUELESS. AND I KNOW SOMEONES GOING TO READ THIS AND BE LIKE..HOW LAME, GET OVER IT...BUT I DON'T CARE B/C EVENTUALLY THEY'LL FEEL LIKE THIS AND THEN THEY'LL KNOW. SO I DON'T CARE. BUT SOMETIMES LIFE JUST MOVES SO FAST AND I'M JUST CAUGHT IN IT LIKE THE UNDERTOE(how ever u spell it) IN THE BEACH....I GET SWEPT UNDER AND CAN'T GET OUT. BUT HOPEFULLY THINGS WILL LIGHTEN UP...I LEAVE TO GO TO THE BEACH ON THURSDAY....SO MAYBE I CAN JUST RELAX....HOPEFULLY....I WISH...SIGH..THAT WOULD BE NICE. BUT I'VE WROTE ALOT OF STUFF AND I'M GOING TO FORCE MYSELF TO SLEEP... GOODNIGHT AND I'LL SEE YOU ON THE OTHER ROADS.