hmm.......
"Lying close to you,
feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing..."
"when you adore his breathing...you know you kinda like him"
aww i just watched Amegedon. i love thta movie. its so sad! yea lol
so my day was really...umm bad. i went to school which was of course pawling gay drama. then it was bio. and there was rats all over. ew omg. i started crying. it was so discusting..like omg it was horrible. i stayed after for the bio test tomorrow and told her that i was absolutley not going to do that. so i have to do 180 mins of book work. which is soo worth it. i dont even care how hard it is. idk. i hate animals.
so yea i had the biggest anxiety attack today. it was really scary. my heart wouldnt slow down. idk but then i went to the Y to watch my brothers for a pack of cigarettes, yea thats sad. and i saw ryan and kevin and doug and eric. they were fishing. and then i left. then i waited an hour at my house. then went back to the Y. and they were leaving. and mike testa shows up and we were talking. and he drove me home.
but idk...i looked really pretty today. ive been so happy latley and idk why. well idk maybe i do. but idk im tired of being myself. i really wanna change. but idk i miss *him. not the *him you are all thinking of. a differnt *him. whose better for me i guess. and absolutley no one knows who *he is. wow im suck a fucking douche..
beddy bye!!
<3 Kelly*
feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing..."
"when you adore his breathing...you know you kinda like him"
aww i just watched Amegedon. i love thta movie. its so sad! yea lol
so my day was really...umm bad. i went to school which was of course pawling gay drama. then it was bio. and there was rats all over. ew omg. i started crying. it was so discusting..like omg it was horrible. i stayed after for the bio test tomorrow and told her that i was absolutley not going to do that. so i have to do 180 mins of book work. which is soo worth it. i dont even care how hard it is. idk. i hate animals.
so yea i had the biggest anxiety attack today. it was really scary. my heart wouldnt slow down. idk but then i went to the Y to watch my brothers for a pack of cigarettes, yea thats sad. and i saw ryan and kevin and doug and eric. they were fishing. and then i left. then i waited an hour at my house. then went back to the Y. and they were leaving. and mike testa shows up and we were talking. and he drove me home.
but idk...i looked really pretty today. ive been so happy latley and idk why. well idk maybe i do. but idk im tired of being myself. i really wanna change. but idk i miss *him. not the *him you are all thinking of. a differnt *him. whose better for me i guess. and absolutley no one knows who *he is. wow im suck a fucking douche..
beddy bye!!
<3 Kelly*