Nov 21, 2005 16:00
ok.. so ive been debating with myself for like a week now if i should make this update. i wrote it in my journal and decided to share it.. but i dont want to cause anything. sounds weird.. but idk. it only effects a few people. and i hope they read it and take it what its for and what its for only.
people who own peices of my heart.
Lydia. you are an amazing person and i think you will do wonderful in life. i wish i could give you the perfect person but im sure when you quit looking he will come along and he will see what a wonderful person you are and love you just as much as you love him. i wish you loved yourself as much as i love you because you deserve it. you deserve the world and if i could give it to you i would. you are beautiful (braces and all, haha)i cant wait to be 80 and still talking shit about people. i love you. whenever im sad i can look back on.. being shitfaced stealing the unicorn out of the ghetto, random shit in spanish, our late night conversations, drugs haha, mermaid babin, crying, laughing, loving, and just feelings that we have shared. i hope you never change to fit into your surroundings because you are amazingly perfect the way you are.
Miles. you are one of the most awesome, sweet and genuine people i have ever met. you are probably my favorite guy ever. you were the first person i felt "love" towards and from, and i dont mean like OMG I LOVE YOU but just like.. i really seriously love that kid. you never fail to make me smile or laugh and when im sad you make it better. you tell me how shit is and god knows i need that. you have the biggest heart of anyone ive ever met. and you too deserve the world in my eyes. whenever im sad i can look back on.. the first time you ever punched me in the car, sushi, the big chair in your basement, bed thrashing, valentines day, new years haha, sharing my twin bed, lydia taking a picture of us kissing, and the night katie took the asian picture. i love you and we will alway be teh gay.
- michael. stunning. amazing. ill never forget the first time i met you.
- of course PJ. i could list shit for hours. but its obvious. love.
- Katy. crazy shit. best summer ever.
- Katie. funniest person to be around. showers together. sharing a bed, and boys. ha
- caroline burke. even though we have never even really hung out. i love you you are the most sincere person i have ever met. and you are beautiful.
- Jim, just because i love you kid.
- Jesse- BFFL<3
boydskitterpee: be safe tonight i had a dream you died
KELLY nicolem: oh man
boydskitterpee: and i had to go to your house and sit with your mom
KELLY nicolem: holy shit
KELLY nicolem: howd i die
boydskitterpee: car wreck
KELLY nicolem: uh oh
KELLY nicolem: ill be careful
boydskitterpee: super safe tonight
boydskitterpee: haha
KELLY nicolem: def.
KELLY nicolem: just for you
that is why i love lydia.
<3 Kelly.