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I should be sleeping. These are thoughts I find myself thinking at least three times a week. This week in particular has not been the best, but I'm trying to make the best of it in spite of that.
I had a mini-breakdown over the course of Saturday I think. A stress break. I don't remember it much; it was almost a fugue state. I felt like a child, unable to control my feelings or quiet my internal voice. While I find that the times and places where these negative feelings came out were not well chosen, I must admit that I'm almost glad I had this expirience. It was a bit of a wake up call, to be cliche.
I need to slow the fuck down. I think it was my pysche, brain, emotions, self, soul, chimpanzee trying to tell me to just chill and stop pressing towards burnout. I find that more and more with each passing day I feel like I'm in a dreamworld. Right now I would agree with that, but it's probably the lack of sleep talking.
For those of you who are coming to Otakon, should we get together sometime soon to plan? I think so.
I had a mini-breakdown over the course of Saturday I think. A stress break. I don't remember it much; it was almost a fugue state. I felt like a child, unable to control my feelings or quiet my internal voice. While I find that the times and places where these negative feelings came out were not well chosen, I must admit that I'm almost glad I had this expirience. It was a bit of a wake up call, to be cliche.
I need to slow the fuck down. I think it was my pysche, brain, emotions, self, soul, chimpanzee trying to tell me to just chill and stop pressing towards burnout. I find that more and more with each passing day I feel like I'm in a dreamworld. Right now I would agree with that, but it's probably the lack of sleep talking.
For those of you who are coming to Otakon, should we get together sometime soon to plan? I think so.