Time slipping.
I feel like I'm losing time. Like I'm drowning in the flow of things when I should be swimming.
Kei-kon is two months away from now and I've put little to no thought into it.
I wonder why. It seems every year I become more and more detatched from it. Anime holds less interest for me. But it all comes back to time. There's too much to do and not enough time to do it in.
I remember when I was a kid I had all the time in the world. Class would drag past--days were years. A month was a lifetime.
Now I can barely recall what month it is and I still think that it's October. It feels like October, kind of, doesn't it?
I have so much work to do. On Mage, on Anime Club, on Kei-kon.
Perhaps the latter are honors I have outlived. Perhaps by holding on I only serve to lessen them and myself through stagnation.
Perhaps I made the right choice a year ago and I'm simply unable to let go. Perhaps I should learn how.
This new format for LJ is kind of a pisser, btw. I liked the old one better. Odds are that by the time I post again I will have almost gotten used to it due to time. That would be a nice thing to have for Christmas.
Kei-kon is two months away from now and I've put little to no thought into it.
I wonder why. It seems every year I become more and more detatched from it. Anime holds less interest for me. But it all comes back to time. There's too much to do and not enough time to do it in.
I remember when I was a kid I had all the time in the world. Class would drag past--days were years. A month was a lifetime.
Now I can barely recall what month it is and I still think that it's October. It feels like October, kind of, doesn't it?
I have so much work to do. On Mage, on Anime Club, on Kei-kon.
Perhaps the latter are honors I have outlived. Perhaps by holding on I only serve to lessen them and myself through stagnation.
Perhaps I made the right choice a year ago and I'm simply unable to let go. Perhaps I should learn how.
This new format for LJ is kind of a pisser, btw. I liked the old one better. Odds are that by the time I post again I will have almost gotten used to it due to time. That would be a nice thing to have for Christmas.