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[kellykarlik]

" you could be happy, i hope you are.
youve made me happier than ive been by far,
do the things that youve always wanted to,
without me there to hold you back,
dont think just do,
more than anything i want to see you grow,
take a glorious bite out of the whole world"

if i could describe my situation in lyrics, thats what it would be.

its hard for me to distinguish between being scared and loosing touch.
i know what i want, i dont understand why i cant just be okay with that.

im excited to bring myself out and experience life. i hope that things turn out the way i want them too in the long run, but time is so tricky and things can change so fast its hard for me to keep a strong hold hope.

im not gonna lie, it hurts. its probrably the most hurt that ive felt in a really long time.

Dear Time:
please dont work against me but rather for me, prove my decision right and beneficial. dont take the one thing that i really love away from me. i dont know how much of you i must spend until i am content but dont let it be too late.

sincerly ,
kelly .