Jan 31, 2007 21:16
why is it that relationships make things so confusing? 2 people could be the best of friends..perfect for eachother in every way, but as soon as you throw the "r" word in there things spin out of control. you find yourself wondering things you would have never even thought about when the two of you were friends..and then the sensitivity...Oooh God say one thing wrong and thats it. your done. Why is that? whats so different? what in gods name is so fucking different between being the best of friends with someone and then being in a relationship with that person..BESIDES the exclusiveness OBViously. i find it absolutly ridiculous how 2 people could be so damn....Gay.(for lack of better words)
*sigh* well anyways, i figured now ill chat about my day. It was okay and it sucked at the same time. i woke up for class at 8am..and it sucked. i hate mornings. But anyways..i wet to class (psycology) and i passed the fuck out in class. it was pretty embarrasing cause i woke up with lines all over my face from my sweatshirt....but then after class i stopped at king kullen to pick up a few tons of coffee beans for an art project im doing...but when i reached the coffee isle i found out that coffee beans go for 7.99 per Lb. so i said FUCK THAT...and bought 7 pounds of Large Lima Beans for the cost of 1 Lb of coffee beans. then i went home and found out that my dad was in the hospitol cause he was having severe abdominal pains. Then i went to my sculpture class..which went amazingly. im really starting to enjoy that class. Then my mom called and told me that my dad was fine and that he was home and then i felt better. Then i came home and went online and got harassed by "john from cali" (walabee350) online..he claimed to have gotten my sn from my myspace a while ago. but whatever...he wanted to see pictures of my boobs and i said no and warned him....then i blocked him. john from cali is not a smart man. or boy...or whatever he is...then i talked to jim...and after a while we argued..hence my previous rant. but now things are better again and i feel better..but ive had a severe migraine all day hich is no fun...
so like i said...my day sucked but it was good at the same time...it was so confusing..i was mad then i was happy then i was mad then i was happy and so on and so forth. *sigh* so on that note..im gonna go take a shower b4 i start to smell like butthole.