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it's so hard for me to tell people no
i'm so torn in between jobs right now
Ann Taylor has hired me but yet i'm not sure it's the right thing for me
and the Dupont YMCA...i just can't leave
if i leave i know i will be leaving my heart behind as well
the memories i've made there as well as the friendships that have become of them are unforgettable
i've learned so much from the only person i've ever really looked up to
i want to follow in her footsteps and become everything she has/is and more
i don't want any other 2nd family than the one i've gained by working at the YMCA
why can't i just figure things out?
i know what my heart wants but i feel like my mind is telling me otherwise
help me through this
just help me see
i'm still bitter
i'm bitter that the last day of camp sucked
and not only did it suck but it was actually the worst day of my life so far
never have i felt that i couldn't get my point across to you
never has it been so hard for you to understand the circumstances
how could you let this happen after knowing that i might leave
i felt like such the bad guy
but all i wanted to do is tell you that it was you
that you can't shelter her forever
that you can't make all her troubles disappear as much as you try
you learned to let me go i guess because i am so damn stubborn
but not her
you can't set her free
she is weak
which makes you bend at the knees
slowly or more quickly than i would like to admit
you are drifting away from me
and i am left cold, still, and waiting
waiting for what
only i know
but it won't come
so there is no point in wasting my breath
find me there lying
unhappy and frail
i'm so torn in between jobs right now
Ann Taylor has hired me but yet i'm not sure it's the right thing for me
and the Dupont YMCA...i just can't leave
if i leave i know i will be leaving my heart behind as well
the memories i've made there as well as the friendships that have become of them are unforgettable
i've learned so much from the only person i've ever really looked up to
i want to follow in her footsteps and become everything she has/is and more
i don't want any other 2nd family than the one i've gained by working at the YMCA
why can't i just figure things out?
i know what my heart wants but i feel like my mind is telling me otherwise
help me through this
just help me see
i'm still bitter
i'm bitter that the last day of camp sucked
and not only did it suck but it was actually the worst day of my life so far
never have i felt that i couldn't get my point across to you
never has it been so hard for you to understand the circumstances
how could you let this happen after knowing that i might leave
i felt like such the bad guy
but all i wanted to do is tell you that it was you
that you can't shelter her forever
that you can't make all her troubles disappear as much as you try
you learned to let me go i guess because i am so damn stubborn
but not her
you can't set her free
she is weak
which makes you bend at the knees
slowly or more quickly than i would like to admit
you are drifting away from me
and i am left cold, still, and waiting
waiting for what
only i know
but it won't come
so there is no point in wasting my breath
find me there lying
unhappy and frail