Sep 17, 2005 23:15
growing fading
ever changing
can't let go
must let go
the harder I try to change it back
the more it deceives me
trying not to dwell
but the inadequacies become ingrained
slowly ripping as I go
insides once smooth
now turned to velcro
trying to hold on, its grip relinquished
building walls while burrowing down
deeper and deeper
until recognition is void
and apathy sets in
but buried inside
will always be the child
who knows
and remembers
and longs