Feb 27, 2006 23:33
yup so its been awhile. here's what i can think of:
spring break is right around the corner. yup, thats all i'm gonna say about that. it stresses me out. for more reasons than one...
this semester has flown by! i can't believe its half over with. and kalie is graduating. and i have to move. and i have to find a job so i can finally make some money. and study for the GRE. and find grad schools. yup, great. but its gonna be WARM! and i get to move into a cute little place w/ stine. yessss
this past weekend was a good time. saturday i got WAY too drunk i must say. i thought i was drunk last weekend, but this just surpased them all. but i for sure do not regret it - it was an amazing time and i'm allowed to be a drunk ass every once in awhile! thank god for jenny and smigga is all i have to say. they both saved me!
i'm sick of the doctor. i don't want to deal with it anymore. i'm scared.
I MISS JON AND ELYSE!
ok so i'm stressed. too much going on. i think of some stuff and i just want to cry forever and ever. then i think about other stuff and i'm the happiest girl in the world. its weird. but i just remember and figure this stuff: goodbye only means see you later, everything happens for a reason, and 90% of what you worry about never happens. i'm the only one that can control how i live my life and how amazing it becomes, so bring it on! i'm the only one who is with me my entire life, so why not make the best of what i've got?!
so yup thats about it. now all i have to do is learn to just laugh and live everyday like its my last. easier said than done...