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~so this entry is complete randomness...
i've officially determined that life is boring without the people you are closest to. good thing for my roomies though - three out of my many lovers is better than none!
i spent entirely too much money today. stupid books!
kyle is officially my savior.
being bored makes me think. this is where it gets deep. one of the many questions that came through my mind was: Why is it that those you love the most (and those who love you the most) are the ones that always seem to completely shatter your heart? i guess if you aren't close to someone, them fucking up doesn't really bother you. that could be the answer. but i've determined that no matter how much you love someone, you always seem to end up hurting them, whether you mean to or not. i know i'm guilty of it, and others are guilty of shattering my heart. it kinda sucks. half the time i think people don't even know they are hurting the one they love. or they do but they just don't care that much to change or fix it. its such a crazy world. maybe if i stopped caring so much about some people it wouldn't be such a big deal. but if i did that then i really wouldn't be loving anyone now would i? ohhhh, deep. enough of that.
i'm still waiting to hear about my last grade from fall semester. sooooo close to a 4.0!
it was sunny today! completely lifted my spirits. although a thunderstorm would have done the same.
apple martinis, bacardi limon, and my most favorite drink in the world, HERE I COME! yay for the bar/partying tonight! i heart kalie! lets hope i'm not hung over tomorrow & i have fun tonight...
i miss you tons. just thought you'd like to know.
i've officially determined that life is boring without the people you are closest to. good thing for my roomies though - three out of my many lovers is better than none!
i spent entirely too much money today. stupid books!
kyle is officially my savior.
being bored makes me think. this is where it gets deep. one of the many questions that came through my mind was: Why is it that those you love the most (and those who love you the most) are the ones that always seem to completely shatter your heart? i guess if you aren't close to someone, them fucking up doesn't really bother you. that could be the answer. but i've determined that no matter how much you love someone, you always seem to end up hurting them, whether you mean to or not. i know i'm guilty of it, and others are guilty of shattering my heart. it kinda sucks. half the time i think people don't even know they are hurting the one they love. or they do but they just don't care that much to change or fix it. its such a crazy world. maybe if i stopped caring so much about some people it wouldn't be such a big deal. but if i did that then i really wouldn't be loving anyone now would i? ohhhh, deep. enough of that.
i'm still waiting to hear about my last grade from fall semester. sooooo close to a 4.0!
it was sunny today! completely lifted my spirits. although a thunderstorm would have done the same.
apple martinis, bacardi limon, and my most favorite drink in the world, HERE I COME! yay for the bar/partying tonight! i heart kalie! lets hope i'm not hung over tomorrow & i have fun tonight...
i miss you tons. just thought you'd like to know.