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life is fabulous right now. there are some amazing things going on in tim's family right now. and considering tim and i have been together for so long and are planning on being together forever, i consider his family my family. tim's brother dan and family are buying a house. for them that is huge. they aren't the richest people in the world so this is something that have probably dreamed of forever. they have two young kids so they can definitely use a house with multiple rooms and a backyard. tim's other brother rob and his wife julie have a 1.5 year old. and they are now expecting another baby. i am so exicted for both of his brothers and their families. in other news ... tim passed his paramedic exam. he is now a licenced PARAMEDIC...that is HUGE!!!!! so for now his plan is to continue working at beaumont, hopefully get a second job for an ambulance company, and join a volunteer fire department. i know it will take away from our time together but i'm totally fine with that. i know he does things with our future in mind so i'm ovbiously happy with that. on that note things between tim and i are wonderful! we have our share of rough times..i think that happens in all relationships. but i think we have learned how to learn from our mistakes and treat all experiences as a learning experience. no regrets!!! we compliment each other well, we support each other, we motivate each other...sorry i know you all don't want to hear about this stuff..
i am keeping myself more than busy this semester and well as next. i have 19 credit hours of classes, 10 hours of work, and 16 hours of an internship every week. my internship is so much for. for 4 hours a week i'm teaching a second grade class about school violence. for the other 12 hours i'm at a different elementary school doing social work type things. i've only been there for 3 days so far but it's going great. my classes aren't bad at all. i have only one class in which i have to take tests. the other classes i am spending my time writing journals and doing things TOTALLY related to my field. FINALLY college is making sence to me. i will be graduating in April with my bachlors degree in social work. a lot of my free time these days is spent *trying* to decide what i want to do after graduation. weather i want to just relax and work at red oaks again next summer, try to get a social work job right after i graduate, or if i want to go straight to grad school. ahhhh its a ROUGH decision thats for sure.
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i'm working on changing some things in my life right now. some major things and some minor things. a few things i wouldnt mind talking about but a few i would like to keep unknown. one thing, i have noticed lately that i'm true to my sign, gemini. i definitely have two personalities. i can be in the best mood in the world and without rhime or reason my mood can do a total 180. thats something that annoys the hell outa the people around me so i'M changing that. another thing i dont know how to describle. honestly in a way, communication skills persay in a way. example..if something is bothering me..really bothering me, and someone asks what is wrong i say nothing and hold my feelings in. i know i need to say whats on my mind and tell it like it is. i think this would help me open up more and get things off of my chest. i am trying more to be MYSELF and be ME. i'm not trying to please anyone but myself. hopefully that doesnt sounds selfish but i need to love myself more so that i can love others more in return.
i think the thing that is making me the happiest right now is that my life is moving forward. things are looking up and the begining of the rest of my life and my future is just around the corner. and not only is my furture about to begin but for the most part i KNOW where my life is headed and i LOVE it!!!
i hope all is well with the rest of you and i can't wait to talk to you all soon:) leave me comments and let me know how everything is going and let me know you still love me even though i upsate once upon never!!!!
i am keeping myself more than busy this semester and well as next. i have 19 credit hours of classes, 10 hours of work, and 16 hours of an internship every week. my internship is so much for. for 4 hours a week i'm teaching a second grade class about school violence. for the other 12 hours i'm at a different elementary school doing social work type things. i've only been there for 3 days so far but it's going great. my classes aren't bad at all. i have only one class in which i have to take tests. the other classes i am spending my time writing journals and doing things TOTALLY related to my field. FINALLY college is making sence to me. i will be graduating in April with my bachlors degree in social work. a lot of my free time these days is spent *trying* to decide what i want to do after graduation. weather i want to just relax and work at red oaks again next summer, try to get a social work job right after i graduate, or if i want to go straight to grad school. ahhhh its a ROUGH decision thats for sure.
what else what else...
i'm working on changing some things in my life right now. some major things and some minor things. a few things i wouldnt mind talking about but a few i would like to keep unknown. one thing, i have noticed lately that i'm true to my sign, gemini. i definitely have two personalities. i can be in the best mood in the world and without rhime or reason my mood can do a total 180. thats something that annoys the hell outa the people around me so i'M changing that. another thing i dont know how to describle. honestly in a way, communication skills persay in a way. example..if something is bothering me..really bothering me, and someone asks what is wrong i say nothing and hold my feelings in. i know i need to say whats on my mind and tell it like it is. i think this would help me open up more and get things off of my chest. i am trying more to be MYSELF and be ME. i'm not trying to please anyone but myself. hopefully that doesnt sounds selfish but i need to love myself more so that i can love others more in return.
i think the thing that is making me the happiest right now is that my life is moving forward. things are looking up and the begining of the rest of my life and my future is just around the corner. and not only is my furture about to begin but for the most part i KNOW where my life is headed and i LOVE it!!!
i hope all is well with the rest of you and i can't wait to talk to you all soon:) leave me comments and let me know how everything is going and let me know you still love me even though i upsate once upon never!!!!