school and more specifically...
COLLEGE!!!
if anyone is thinking about or seriously considering going and graduating from a university think about what you are really doing. and if you do i guess you are a better person than i am. and of course i write this when i'm all caught up in the moment and will later read this and regret writing it. i'm stressed and i don't know how to handle myself. yes i can handle it but everything just seems out of control right now. i guess my real advise would be this...plan for a LIGHT senior year...whatever you do! take only the MANDITORY amount of classes and try not to work a lot. there is ALWAYS something to do and ALWAYS something going on. your senior year is suposed to be the most fun and relaxing one...HA. whoever said that is full of it! with a full class load, an internship, and work WHEN am i suposed to relax, WHEN am i suposed to go out and enjoy myself. and of course when i graduate i have to stress to find a job right away becuase i will be kicked off my dad's insurance, have to begin to pay my student loans back, credit card payments, and OH YEA thens theres all the other bills (car payment, car insurance, groceries, etc.) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. yes true i have two wonderful trips planned for this summer but i'm just hoping i can put all this other junk aside to be able to enjoy them. anyways. 5 more weeks of classes and i will have my degree.
i think this all stems from the fact that my schedule this semester is INSANE and rather than being able to enjoy and relax and my weekends i spend them doing homework and working. it annoys me that people can just be given things and not have to work for them. people who can run around on the weekends with no worries make me crazy. if i have so much going on why don't they. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.
like i said i will probably regret writing this later but i'm fuming right now and needed to vent.
if anyone is thinking about or seriously considering going and graduating from a university think about what you are really doing. and if you do i guess you are a better person than i am. and of course i write this when i'm all caught up in the moment and will later read this and regret writing it. i'm stressed and i don't know how to handle myself. yes i can handle it but everything just seems out of control right now. i guess my real advise would be this...plan for a LIGHT senior year...whatever you do! take only the MANDITORY amount of classes and try not to work a lot. there is ALWAYS something to do and ALWAYS something going on. your senior year is suposed to be the most fun and relaxing one...HA. whoever said that is full of it! with a full class load, an internship, and work WHEN am i suposed to relax, WHEN am i suposed to go out and enjoy myself. and of course when i graduate i have to stress to find a job right away becuase i will be kicked off my dad's insurance, have to begin to pay my student loans back, credit card payments, and OH YEA thens theres all the other bills (car payment, car insurance, groceries, etc.) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. yes true i have two wonderful trips planned for this summer but i'm just hoping i can put all this other junk aside to be able to enjoy them. anyways. 5 more weeks of classes and i will have my degree.
i think this all stems from the fact that my schedule this semester is INSANE and rather than being able to enjoy and relax and my weekends i spend them doing homework and working. it annoys me that people can just be given things and not have to work for them. people who can run around on the weekends with no worries make me crazy. if i have so much going on why don't they. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.
like i said i will probably regret writing this later but i'm fuming right now and needed to vent.