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I think once you try to kill yourself that memory sticks with you through everything you do, yet you look at life differently and you probably value it more - if not look at your surroundings in a different light then that of your peers. Maybe you often find beauty in things that most people do not, or maybe its just the opposite and you see the world in a totally darker manner.
I have such a wonderful life; I have everything anyone could ever ask for...except there is a financial burden on my shoulders but for god sakes I'm a starving college student. You gotta cut me some slack.
Sometimes I just feel so low, and I try to hide it; in fact, I have probably become an expert at hiding it. I guess that sometimes I just dont tell ppl I feel depressed because they will ask 'why' and I don't have an answer...I just feel down.
Like right now.
Sucks don't it?
I know I will probably feel better tomorrow..but I just wanted to write.
PS - Ever wonder how the world would differ if you werent in it?
I have such a wonderful life; I have everything anyone could ever ask for...except there is a financial burden on my shoulders but for god sakes I'm a starving college student. You gotta cut me some slack.
Sometimes I just feel so low, and I try to hide it; in fact, I have probably become an expert at hiding it. I guess that sometimes I just dont tell ppl I feel depressed because they will ask 'why' and I don't have an answer...I just feel down.
Like right now.
Sucks don't it?
I know I will probably feel better tomorrow..but I just wanted to write.
PS - Ever wonder how the world would differ if you werent in it?