A General Life Update
It's 2:33 p.m. - the 1st real rain of the year started about 2 min ago. It's also the 1st rain in the new office - sounds soothing, really.
I am happy.
I know what direction I want my life to go in -what I want to do occupation wise. I know the rout I am taking to get there.
I know who I want to spend every waking moment with. He makes me so happy - he always makes me laugh and treats me like no other. I am blessed to have Joe in my life.
I know how I want to look - and according to the fact I can now fit into a skirt which I have never EVER been able to fit into I must be losing weight and I will continue going to the gym.
I like where I am working - I like this law firm; no, I don't want to file papers forever but for a while it'll do.
I like stability - waking up, going to work, coming home, hanging out, and going to bed then starting all over again. I always wanted to live like that and now I can.
I enjoy having a feeling of connection with relgion - that being Paganism, of course. It's all energy and it's all b/c of nature.
I am free from the 2 men, aka - assholes who ultimatly controlled my life. Halejuia!
I love having sex - I love trying new things with Joe...safe to say he satisfies me. I do believe WE WILL be trying new people in good time. Of course there's more to it then just that.
(Sometimes I wish I could "do" ppl, lots of different ppl - some I see only for a minute, some I see everyday but I know I can't and even if I was single...1 STD is enough and plus it would never happen. This is no fantasy of mine where I get everyone I want - don't get me wrong, I am happy with all who I have had the priviledge to have been with.)
I don't mind FL - but I don't like hurricanes. That's the only thing "wrong" right now - I don't wanna live in fear of power outages and losing my home. I can't move now though - I can only have faith "it won't happen to me."
General Life Update: I am happy.
Note: April 11th - 1 Yr of being Diagnosed w an STD...and 1 YR of NO OUTBREAKS (since the initial). I BEAT THE FUCKING ODDS. There will be a party!
I am happy.
I know what direction I want my life to go in -what I want to do occupation wise. I know the rout I am taking to get there.
I know who I want to spend every waking moment with. He makes me so happy - he always makes me laugh and treats me like no other. I am blessed to have Joe in my life.
I know how I want to look - and according to the fact I can now fit into a skirt which I have never EVER been able to fit into I must be losing weight and I will continue going to the gym.
I like where I am working - I like this law firm; no, I don't want to file papers forever but for a while it'll do.
I like stability - waking up, going to work, coming home, hanging out, and going to bed then starting all over again. I always wanted to live like that and now I can.
I enjoy having a feeling of connection with relgion - that being Paganism, of course. It's all energy and it's all b/c of nature.
I am free from the 2 men, aka - assholes who ultimatly controlled my life. Halejuia!
I love having sex - I love trying new things with Joe...safe to say he satisfies me. I do believe WE WILL be trying new people in good time. Of course there's more to it then just that.
(Sometimes I wish I could "do" ppl, lots of different ppl - some I see only for a minute, some I see everyday but I know I can't and even if I was single...1 STD is enough and plus it would never happen. This is no fantasy of mine where I get everyone I want - don't get me wrong, I am happy with all who I have had the priviledge to have been with.)
I don't mind FL - but I don't like hurricanes. That's the only thing "wrong" right now - I don't wanna live in fear of power outages and losing my home. I can't move now though - I can only have faith "it won't happen to me."
General Life Update: I am happy.
Note: April 11th - 1 Yr of being Diagnosed w an STD...and 1 YR of NO OUTBREAKS (since the initial). I BEAT THE FUCKING ODDS. There will be a party!